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Busticket

Busticket

Student
May 18, 2021
185
Worrying about money...
Worrying about the future...
It's exhausting.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
Very much so. I think that to stop worrying is a key to recovery. It's certainly easier said than done, though.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,356
I wouldn't say I constantly worry but there is a constant feeling of dread that lurks around in my mind. It is exhausting. It is a painful thought knowing that I could be alive for many decades. There is so much that can go wrong with this life and there is no escape from our thoughts. This life literally is a prison. I dread the thought of my health problems getting worse.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,829
I hate my mind. I am always worried. Suicide, poverty is daily sometimes 24/7 on my mind. It's torture. I know my future will be horrible why does it make my present so painful either.
 
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Curiousoutlook

Curiousoutlook

Born Alone, Die Alone.
May 9, 2021
84
That's on my mind everyday
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
I'm worrying a lot... And I thought this site is always a cool place to be and then I "met" a few really disgusting people on here...
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Yeah, I overworry lots! My anxiety might kill me some of these days! (which would be awesome lol)

Btw, I think this song depicts our situation quite good:

 
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IWantToSleep

Experienced
Dec 27, 2020
227
Yes, have a look at my post history and you'll see I've had anxiety/panic episodes and made threads in the midst of them, you're not alone.
 
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Beachedwhale

Mage
Mar 3, 2021
526
Regret, dread and dissatisfaction plague my mind constantly.
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
I don't worry about anything because I know I am going to die.
 
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losteverthing

Member
May 21, 2021
34
yeah unfortunately i think about the future nonstop
can barley sleep because of it
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
Yes all the time
 
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thats_a_wrap

Member
Jun 1, 2020
64
Since I was a very young child I worried about everything constantly and severely. Crippling anxiety, panic attacks etc. All the fun stuff. Gets worse with age, for me at least.

The funny thing is, all my worries when I was younger about growing up were justified! It turns out being an adult is shit.
 
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EnnuiCat

EnnuiCat

Completely Catawampus
Nov 20, 2020
57
I'm forever riddled with anxiety due to incessant worrying.
 
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it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
YES.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Yes I been having crippling anxiety and chest pains
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
852
GAD has been my constant companion for as long as I can remember. Generalized anxiety disorder - my bane, my foe, my albatross.

I have been slowly reaching a point where existence is impossible. Since I cannot commit suicide, which is the only "cure" for my suffering, there is only one option for me: letting go. I have to let go of my worries. I have to stop caring and worrying.

I tell myself a million times a day when anxiety takes over "Let go... this does not matter in the grand scheme of things. Let go... This too shall pass; no feeling is final"
 

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