Anyone else feel exceptionally suicidal after they've eaten?
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Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
Not suicidal exactly, but various kinds of bad that led me to avoid eating more than once a day. Weirdly I never discussed it with any doctors until I quit smoking - at that point it became very obvious I had a whole array of gastrological disorders. (Smoking keeps them at bay, and apparently it's fairly common for people to erupt with gastro problems when we quit smoking.)
I was also anorexic as a teenager, and that's never fully gone away. Eating was failure. Taking it a step further and wanting to die would have been easy.
I don't know if either of those ailments could apply to you, but they may be worth checking out.
I was also anorexic as a teenager, and that's never fully gone away. Eating was failure. Taking it a step further and wanting to die would have been easy.
I don't know if either of those ailments could apply to you, but they may be worth checking out.
Phinleh
Member
- Dec 26, 2019
- 36
Not more suicidal but I feel dirty. Sometimes I eat just to fill the void inside me, but then I feel gross, filthy and weak. Emotionnal eating is pretty common among people who have Mood disorders.
Despondent
Archangel
- Dec 20, 2019
- 6,777
Not for me. Though I've got into this habit where I do eat excessively. I'm not even hungry and I hate it BECAUSE I'm not even hungry. Might be emotional eating. But it's to the point where I feel like I'm going to get sick and my stomach hurts badly because I get so full. I just throw it up after sometimes. I mostly have ctb thoughts when I'm alone and when it's dark out.
