Anyone else suicidal if they're full?

[AsexualBarbieBoy]

Anyone else feel exceptionally suicidal after they've eaten?

 

[Soul]

Not suicidal exactly, but various kinds of bad that led me to avoid eating more than once a day. Weirdly I never discussed it with any doctors until I quit smoking - at that point it became very obvious I had a whole array of gastrological disorders. (Smoking keeps them at bay, and apparently it's fairly common for people to erupt with gastro problems when we quit smoking.)

I was also anorexic as a teenager, and that's never fully gone away. Eating was failure. Taking it a step further and wanting to die would have been easy.

I don't know if either of those ailments could apply to you, but they may be worth checking out.

 

[Phinleh]

Yeah. Comes with the eating disorder.

Hate being able to feel food inside me.

 

[a_strange_day]

Not more suicidal but I feel dirty. Sometimes I eat just to fill the void inside me, but then I feel gross, filthy and weak. Emotionnal eating is pretty common among people who have Mood disorders.

 

[Despondent]

Not for me. Though I've got into this habit where I do eat excessively. I'm not even hungry and I hate it BECAUSE I'm not even hungry. Might be emotional eating. But it's to the point where I feel like I'm going to get sick and my stomach hurts badly because I get so full. I just throw it up after sometimes. I mostly have ctb thoughts when I'm alone and when it's dark out.