I lost many friends. Most of them by telling them im suicidal. They would say not to and i would ask why. Then we would debate the topic. The same thing i would always press on is why live? Theres are no reasons to. Im going to die eventually so might aswell control my fate. They obviously couldnt answer bc there are none. Ig my brain is trying to justify my instincts keeping me around longer. Idk. Anyone else have a similar experience?
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- Dec 10, 2025
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this is interesting.
why do you feel like there are no reasons to live?
why not try to live 'hopefully' and instead let death take you whenever?
why does it need to be about 'controlling your fate'?Similar threads
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