Discussion Anyone else not want to die but there is no alternative?

[777cave]

I've attempted before, ready to die, but now I don't want to die but can't see any alternatives. I feel like it's inevitable. Anyone relate?

 

[polm]

Yes, I can relate. I don't want to die but I want suffering to end. Death is the only way out for me

 

[bankai]

I'm going to struggle my very best. I expect to be around for some time, so please bear with me

I can personally guarantee I will CTB at some point though. Simply because old age is not an option.

Being weak, brittle, arthritic, unable to walk, unable to do the things I used to love, unable to travel. What kind of life is that?

 

[Blueberry Panic]

It's always a cycle of wanting to die and then wanting to live

 

[rs929]

I feel similar. Sometimes I want to die, sometimes I want to live. I don't know about your particular situation but I think it means that your perspective on suicide is highly emotional, not rational. If your desire of CTB was a logical conclusion, it wouldn't change with time . Maybe we are not ready yet?

 

[hiitsme]

for me i want to live sometimes bc i hope for a life that is probably unattainable for me

 

[offbalance]

I can relate yeah. I want to live a happy life but I just don't see how that's possible

 

[BRAINWORMS]

I want a happy life with the people I love so desperately badly, but I don't see any way for it to possibly happen.