Yes, june 16 for SN and I cannot wait; I can't bear the pain. The orginal date june 9th got pushed back... Even a few days feels unbearable to me.
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Rayzieka
Not Really Here
- Apr 28, 2021
- 637
I've got everything I need besides an apartment to do it alone in.
I'd rather not do it here but I might decide it doesn't matter.
I've got SN and I'm going to use olanzapine.
I'd rather not do it here but I might decide it doesn't matter.
I've got SN and I'm going to use olanzapine.
deepinlimbo
I want to Insert something profound here
- May 30, 2021
- 146
I have my method picked out but because it's the gold standard of CTB I don't think I have the courage to order it. I've got enough problems without a criminal record.
still I guess the rope is always there.
still I guess the rope is always there.
Wrennie
l
- Dec 18, 2019
- 1,546
The illegality of my method of choice is what's holding me back as well.
That, and ironically my father literally works for a security company that develops technologies to screen packages for illegal drugs.
deepinlimbo
I want to Insert something profound here
- May 30, 2021
- 146
That's very ironic.
my old self would call that a sign of some kind. Now I just see it as a hindrance.
Wrennie
l
- Dec 18, 2019
- 1,546
I ceased to believe there was any meaning to life after my stay in the ICU & psych ward when I was sectioned after a failed suicide attempt. Humanity is an anomaly. Ultimately we're just organic matter being tortured by biochemical processes we don't fully understand.
deepinlimbo
I want to Insert something profound here
- May 30, 2021
- 146
I've always believed the meaning of life is making the most of what you have and forging your own path as best you can. If you want a family then that's your meaning of life, if you want a nice car and amazing holidays then that's your meaning of life. Just to be happy. That's all anyone wants.
but I get how your experience has shaped your view, I feel very dissolutioned with life right now. I hate that I do. I was never meant to be this way.
Wrennie
l
- Dec 18, 2019
- 1,546
I just wanted to be healthy. That's all I wanted and it's impossible for me now, so my life has lost its meaning. My bed is now my life.
deepinlimbo
I want to Insert something profound here
- May 30, 2021
- 146
Wrennie
l
- Dec 18, 2019
- 1,546
I'm so sorry. Nobody should be forced to feel this way, ever. I'd wish it upon no one.
Mentalmick
IMHOTEP!!!
- Nov 30, 2020
- 2,049
Finally got hold of some sn so it's there when the time comes. Quite comforting actually. Patiently waiting in my cupboard to flood my system with doom.
deepinlimbo
I want to Insert something profound here
- May 30, 2021
- 146
Thanks, but It's not your fault, just the ways things are. No one deserves to be unhappy except maybe hitler and Stalin and well I could go on. My point is like you stated no one should have to deal with pain that they can't cope with.
Scribble Fan
I'm out!
- May 30, 2019
- 815
I have to wait until next month to order my SN... At least this gives me ample time to wonder if this is really what I want.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,368
Yeah, if I planned to do it around now it would be hard to get significant time on my own for a method to succeed. I guess I am held off by lack of a good method really and I have fears about methods going wrong. I want to leave this earth as peacefully as possible but it really is hard to take our own lives.
