Anyone else have a horrible reputation?

[leavingsoonx]

I guess it is a reason for me to leave soon. I ruined my online reputation and every person that has been my friend has left me worse off. Things people have said to me:

"No one wants you here, just go."

"You need serious help. Go get help."

(Never was addicted to benzos) "I know you're like this because of the benzos."

"I don't care if you rot on the street."

"Everyone was right about you."

And it's because everyone was right about me. My reputation is ass and anyone I used to know would laugh extremely hard at my pathetic life.

 

[Pryras]

I don't want to invalidate you,
I've been there and It made me go through a spiral.

If it helps even a little bit, just remember when you're online it's just a tiny corner on the internet and the people/users are more concerned with themselves and their lives. Everything seems much bigger than it is until you get offline and realize those users mean nothing to you.

My in person reputation is terrible and I destroy everyone I come to know, but once they hate me they don't think of me anymore. There is nothing for them or myself to feel. I don't care about a single person who insults me.

 

[ZeroM24]

Nobody really knows me online, but my real life reputation in some areas of my city is horrible cause my bullies for years spread all kinds of lies about me. Thats also a reason I try to avoid large crowds now, always someone there who knows me and talks shit about me for stuff that allegedly happened YEARS ago. And of course these people are now successfull compared to me, cause they stealed and cheated always to get their desires fulfilled, without any shame. And I dont have money or even a place to move to, so I have to stay in my fathers house probably until I finally die soon...