Venting Anyone else hates their body ?

[that_guy2611]

samesies

 

[Mentalmick]

Even strangers insulted me.

Why doesn't that suprise me.

 

[Ch92921]

Why doesn't that suprise me.

I got insulted although I had no trouble with them or so. They just insulted me.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

I got insulted although I had no trouble with them or so. They just insulted me.

You are taking it the wrong way chill out.

 

[ClownMe]

I dont believe you, because A LOT of people said I was ugly. Even strangers insulted me. A stranger woman once insulted me that I was looking strange!


Ohhh thank you now you litterally said I dont look ,,so good" but there are more ugly person out there.

Im not lying. Im from Australia and I know two guys who look similar to you that are actually quite successful with the ladies.

Maybe you're just hanging around shallow people or not meeting women in the right places?

 

[Ch92921]

You are taking it the wrong way chill out.

So you lets you ride a bicycle and then

Im not lying. Im from Australia and I know two guys who look similar to you that are actually quite successful with the ladies.

Maybe you're just hanging around shallow people or not meeting women in the right places?

.'Did you sleep.

I wished I could be heterosexual.

I am ugly BECAUSE of my homosexuality. Thats why biological something is not right.

Its very weird sometimes when I do a selfie I look pretty good, but there a times I look very strange. Thats because sexual orientation is a biological construct.

And I my case some EPIGENETIC mechanism are not in order, because my embroy has onserved in a very critical time a hormonal(neurosteroids) inbalance.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

So you lets you ride a bicycle and then

.'Did you sleep.

I wished I could be heterosexual.

I am ugly BECAUSE of my homosexuality. Thats why biological something is not right.

Its very weird sometimes when I do a selfie I look pretty good, but there a times I look very strange. Thats because sexual orientation is a biological construct.

And I my case some EPIGENETIC mechanism are not in order, because my embroy has onserved in a very critical time a hormonal(neurosteroids) inbalance.

Get some rest.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

Its my face. But this has a biological explanation. I believe sexual orientation to be neurobiological,genetical and or epigenetical determinded.

My face is the living truth that biological something is odd snd sexual orientation is affected.
could be genetic or if not epigenetic.
I will get my suicide for sure! Because deep down my soul I am not happy with this life.
The idea that I was born this shitty way I do absolutly not like.
I also get called faggot by strangers from time to time

i'm gay myself but i would say you are a good looking guy
yeah i used to look ok but now i have cellulite, scars all over from cutting/skin picking and have gained a lot of weight from medications that i just can't lose...

 

[Ch92921]

Get some rest.

My soul is in unrest

 

[Ch92921]

Is th

Get some rest.

Go away with your ,,gene and environment. Genetic determindes how some looks(face). Genetics determinds how the voice of a person sounds, genetics determinds the hight of a person, genetics determinds the shape of the body. Dont come with your environment


And yes THERE ARE genes in the human DNA which influence sexual orientation and some people are gay cause of their genetics.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

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Go away with your ,,gene and environment. Genetic determindes how some looks(face). Genetics determinds how the voice of a person sounds, genetics determinds the hight of a person, genetics determinds the shape of the body. Dont come with your environment

You're completely bonkers my man.

 

[Ch92921]

You're completely bonkers my man.

Btw there were people who insulted me as,, Grizzly girl. Because they believe I would look like a girl to them. Or once I got insulted as a ,,slut" by strangers. This was when I was 16 I made me depressed.

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

I used to love my face but recently when I look in the mirror I just think meh. Never liked my body and never will. I feel too small and fragile. I've always been uncoordinated and unathletic too as a result of my weak frame

 

[Ch92921]

I used to love my face but recently when I look in the mirror I just think meh. Never liked my body and never will. I feel too small and fragile. I've always been uncoordinated and unathletic too as a result of my weak frame

They say all people are equal, but biology speak a different truth.

 

[SweetDreams500]

So you lets you ride a bicycle and then

.'Did you sleep.

I wished I could be heterosexual.

I am ugly BECAUSE of my homosexuality. Thats why biological something is not right.

Its very weird sometimes when I do a selfie I look pretty good, but there a times I look very strange. Thats because sexual orientation is a biological construct.

And I my case some EPIGENETIC mechanism are not in order, because my embroy has onserved in a very critical time a hormonal(neurosteroids) inbalance.

Recent studies have failed to demonstrate that homosexuality is entirely genetic. Genetics seem to contribute only a tiny bit. Also, you're not ugly because you're gay, that's just dumb. There are gorgeous gay men out there, surprised you haven't realized that yet. Ever heard of femboys?

 

[Ch92921]

Recent studies have failed to demonstrate that homosexuality is entirely genetic. Genetics seem to contribute only a tiny bit. Also, you're not ugly because you're gay, that's just dumb. There are gorgeous gay men out there, surprised you haven't realized that yet. Ever heard of femboys?

Could please explain, you said I was not ugly cause I am gay. Does this mean I am ugly but because of other reason?

I dont ubderstand? Why do you mention femboys.

 

[SweetDreams500]

Could please explain, you said I was not ugly cause I am gay. Does this mean I am ugly but because of other reason?

What I'm trying to say is that ugliness has nothing to do with being gay. There're lots of good looking gay dudes out there, and unfortunately, none of them are going to date me

 

[Ch92921]

What I'm trying to say is that ugliness has nothing to do with being gay. There're lots of good looking gay dudes out there, and unfortunately, none of them are going to date me

You didnt answer my question. Do you wanna say I am ugly but this has other reason?

I believe there are different biological explanation why some body is .

1. A lot are gay just because of variation in brainchemistry

2. Some are gay because of genetics

3. and some are gay because of prenatal hormonal epigenetic ongoing

I do believe I belong to subgroup 3

That also the reason why I am so ugly, because biological somthing is not right. My homosexuality is caused by a inborn biological error. If this biological error wouldnt be I would be very attractiv.

 

[SweetDreams500]

You didnt answer my question. Do you wanna say I am ugly but this has other reason?

dude, you cursed everyone who said you're not ugly. i'm not getting into it.

 

[Ch92921]

For my soul this life is pain.

I WILL SUICIDE. And I WILL get my.SUICIDE

dude, you cursed everyone who said you're not ugly. i'm not getting into it.

That the proof that you believe I am ugly. I am ugly because my homosexuality is indeed caused by biological flaw.

There different biological reason why someone is gay

And I hate my sexual orientation and I wont change my attitude. I dont like it never liked it. Additionally I believe it to be very OBSESSIVE.

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

Oh god yes. I've hated my body my entire life - from childhood because of my stomach problems, then in puberty because of such horribly crooked teeth (got braces though) and bad eyesight (glasses since grade 4), and then the HORRIBLE monthly pain that I found out later was endometriosis. But I've always been too thin, had knock knees, and really really thin, dry hair that only got worse as I aged and my hormones went nuts due to the endo. Then add on aging, all my other illnesses I've racked up over my life, my eye issues that make me always have red, irritated ugly eyes, and I've just never had a pretty face (thin lips, long face - which people have made "horseface" and "why the long face?" jokes about me since I was a kid about that :(). Just nothing pretty about me or my face or body. Hell, I was BORN defective with flat feet. But besides being physically unattractive, I feel betrayed and tormented by my shitty body because of how sickly I've always been and then how those illnesses and diseases have taken even more of a negative toll on my appearance.

I've wished my entire life I could've been born into a different body. I'll be glad when I die and my body is cremated. It deserves to be destroyed, the defective worthless ugly piece of shit.

 

[ConfusedAndWeird]

Well, to be honest, I do hate my body, but for kinda odd reasons. It's not because I'm ugly, it's because this body shows people that I'm a human being that is a cog in the machine of the body of our species. I don't really like humans and our flaws so it depresses me every time I'm reminded I am one and that I am flawed in the same ways no matter how hard I fight against it.

Having a physical body also is the reason I can perceive the world and all the suffering people endure on a regular basis. Before I existed, as far as I can remember, I didn't have a body and I didn't perceive anything, which was a more peaceful state of... non-being compared to where I am now. As long as I have a body I will always struggle to cope with the nature of our universe. It feels much more like a slave collar to me than something precious, especially since it has an SI that tries to resist my efforts to escape it as hard as it can.

I do have fantasies of a different version of existence where pain and struggle are not so omnipresent throughout, where I have a different body that I actually like. I know realistically that when we die that that's it, and I would be fine with that though.

 

[nightnightnitrite]

Not when my body looked like this. The only thing is, to obtain this I didn't eat for days on end since the beginning of 5th grade. This caused me to lose my hair, my period only comes 2-3 times a year and 10-12 hour naps due to lack of energy. I still don't think it was a problem because I looked good. I'm now bigger and I hate it. I miss the feeling of purging and having an empty stomach that caves in on itself. I want to grab underneath my ribs again. It's odd and I know a lot of people don't prefer it but I wish I was skinnier in this picture. I always loved the look of pure bony anorexia but having a nurse as a father always prevented me from doing so completely. Now my body is another story and I hate it. People say it's not bad but it's definitely not the picture. If I could starve myself now I would be but my body is going through "changes" right now without being to specific. It's also weird though because I never cared about others body types. I don't care if you are heavy or big. Also remember, most people online photoshop and if you want a body like mine, it required years of work for me, it's a complete lifestyle. I refuse to post my face or go too deep into it but it's more butter than my body.

 

[NoSurprises]

Ive lost an insane.ammount of muscle since the quarantines and I have had problems.with lack.of.apettite since early rhis year, before all this I really liked it

so yeah, I hate it, also im hairy as a fucking cat :(

 

[Ch92921]

I think face is more importan than body.

 

[Aeathelina]

Oh very much so. I can't find a single good thing about it. From the deformed, bowl-legged legs, ugly toes, lumpy skin and over nubbiness of my body I hate it so very much

 

[Deadlyroses]

I do wish I could change some parts of my body. But it's my brain that I really hate.

 

[Kennish]

Yes. My body is very uncomfortable. I hate my skinny legs and arms. Used to work out but my OCD limits me. My body is just generally uncomfortable to be in. Sweaty, moist and just weird inhabitating.

And it does that when I wear clothes it never fits like it should be. And I have many difficulties buying clothes. All clothes are uncomfortable on me. I hate it. My body and clothes thing is the top reason for me to CTB.

And my skin is fucked up. It can't stand the sun. And I have allergies during the summer. Everyday is just shit being in this body. I would switch to another if I could. I am so jealous of people that can just get up in the morning, put on clothes and live their life.

Its my face. But this has a biological explanation. I believe sexual orientation to be neurobiological,genetical and or epigenetical determinded.

My face is the living truth that biological something is odd snd sexual orientation is affected.
could be genetic or if not epigenetic.
I will get my suicide for sure! Because deep down my soul I am not happy with this life.
The idea that I was born this shitty way I do absolutly not like.
I also get called faggot by strangers from time to time

I would switch with you. You have clean skin. I have a fucked up face skin, and oily and sweaty. And you seem to be taller.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

My face is awful. Damaged skin, asymmetrical eyes, long nose that is weird, weird head shape, underdeveloped chin, hairy, dark circles. I want to die already to get out of this body. I truly hate it. No fun being human you can't do anything when you're unattractive. It's been over

 

[Dear Agony]

Hm being someone that has an eating disorder, I can't begin to explain how I feel about my body. Sometimes I feel some type of narcissism about it (in relation to people that weigh more though, nothing else) the next second I think I'm the fattest person alive. It's not only about being "fat" or not though, it's much more than that. I can't help but seeing someone genuinely deformed when I look in the mirror, deeming my body "too masculine" for a girl (I do have a condition in my ovaries that makes my shoulders wider and my hips narrow) and, sometimes, I am simply repulsed by the idea of being human and following basic human needs like eating, drinking, pooping, etc... I feel like my body will never match the ugliness inside me though.