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LastNite

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waves
Mar 31, 2025
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Another heatwave in Europe and we're only the 1st day of summer... Studies show that suicide rates are higher when it's too hot.
Why can't I only die in my sleep ? I'm so tired with surviving like shit. And my pelvic pain is back (I don't know if it's related to heatwave but it's pretty shitty). And yesterday I almost had a panick attack because of this hot weather. Fuck global warming !!
Sorry for how you are feeling. Try to wet a towel with water and put it around your neck. It can help you feel less overwhelmed during summer time. Ive seen a lot of construction workers do that when they work during summer time.
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,335
Sorry for how you are feeling. Try to wet a towel with water and put it around your neck. It can help you feel less overwhelmed during summer time. Ive seen a lot of construction workers do that when they work during summer time.
Thanks for your reply. I'm doing this all day long, but when you're disabled, it's very hard and nothing really helps. All this shit increases my suicidality. I hope to have the courage to ctb soon because I've lost everything. Nothing keeps me here anymore.
 
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waves
Mar 31, 2025
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Thanks for your reply. I'm doing this all day long, but when you're disabled, it's very hard and nothing really helps. All this shit increases my suicidality. I hope to have the courage to ctb soon because I've lost everything. Nothing keeps me here anymore.
where do you live if you dont mind me asking? Here in the U.S I believe theres a program or something that helps people with disabilities. They get someone to help them out for money (most of the time it's a relative) for about 6 hours of the day. That person gets paid to get you things, help you move around, etc.
 
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Apr 5, 2022
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No, I love warm weather, I love sunny hot and humid weather, which is why I love Florida summers, I sit out there on the sun deck and that hot sun makes you all tingly and relaxed, one of the few things I look forward to, but its just temporary
 
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