Anyone else feeling peaceful when discussing ctb?

[oooobeeeeii]

Like I love to chat about those stuff, I mean to take my time and find the perfect method

 

[breakingpoint]

Just the thought of ctb brings a calming sensation all over my body, sometimes sadness but mostly happiness

 

[ptolemaea]

it's nice to know that if things get too overwhelming i always have a way out

 

[oooobeeeeii]

it's nice to know that if things get too overwhelming i always have a way out

Literallyy

 

[Sluggish_Slump]

true

 

[y'ffre]

It calms me and gives me happiness but it also comes with anxiety and sadness too. Weird...

 

[BasqueClown]

With myself yes. I feel more relieved and more convinced that I'm not doing nothing wrong.

 

[FuneralCry]

I mean after all, suicide is self care and is the only true solution to solving what the true problem is, which is life in itself. I very strongly believe that we just cease to exist after this which is something that I consider to be incredibly ideal. Nobody can be harmed by death as life is the source of all harm, so while I do see not existing as being something beautiful, to me there could never be any peace to be found as long as I exist here.
To me peace only exists in the absence of everything and there is no relief from suffering in this world. I just want to be gone and not have to go through any ctb process, as in this world a reliable and peaceful suicide is something that is purposely so inaccessible and complicated.

 

[outrider567]

Yes, feel peaceful talking about CTB, some day I will get relief

 

[LT1989]

I feel calm at the thought of being dead and life being over but the actual act of dying makes me nervous. I wish we just had an off switch.

 

[WorthlessCoward]

You know there's no coming back when you start talking about this kind of stuff and it makes you feel good