Anyone else feel the same way?

[human909]

Society sucks. People don't care about each other anymore. We should have the choice to leave this world if we want to, not kept here as slaves. I can't feel anything anymore so we are all here and just want to get life over with.

 

[pariah80]

What sobers me is thinking about recovery. Recovery to what? I'm at the point I'm at because I played life's fucked up, tilted, rigged game and I'm tired of it. I'm too tired to get back out there and try to reconnect with society. I feel like I've gone through an awakening. And now, I can't go back to sleep. My mind keeps trying to play bullshit hope dreams in my head, only for my soul to override it and remind myself that I've tried the things that the SI is suggesting I try again. Trying it harder is not going to change the outcome.

Society is a rigged status game. Humans are draining. I'm finding more and more that there's no real purpose to life. Only beautiful distractions that give me varying amounts of dopamine hits. The question, 'come back to what?' is what will drive me past the SI. I'm ready to go. Life is such a tyrannical event. If this is all I get, then so be it. I'd rather have never been born to begin with.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I personally find it so undesirable to exist and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, I'd always prefer to permanently cease existing instead. I just see it as so cruel how painless death is denied with their being no acceptance towards not wishing for existence, human existence truly does feel like enslavement to me as after all it was forced in the first place with suffering seen as to prolong no matter what, it's all just so dreadful to me.