Anyone else feel pushed into suicide based on circumstances that you’re in?

[waterbottleman]

Besides having mental illnesses like severe depression, anxiety, and being autistic, no I don't have any circumstances pushing me to ctb.

i just fundamentally feel like a broken person with no hope or reason to live any longer.

 

[c824767]

I was suicidal before the recent events that I will disclose, but there was some small hope left. I recently got another car after not having one for awhile. I had to get the car fixed soon after buying it. There was a lot wrong with it. I also had to help fix it because there was a lot of unnecessary modifications done to it. This car was in my price range. The other options didn't work out. The car is good now though.

Where I live the driveway slopes down. The top has a hump that scraped my last car, so I was hoping this car wouldn't have that problem. It does and I don't know what to do. I can't sell the car because social security will count it as income and penalize me by reducing my monthly payments. I can't move because it was hard enough finding this place. People don't want to rent to me when they discover I have a mental disability.

My life is over and it makes me so angry. I was hopeful again. I had plans on how I could tackle my illness that prevents me from working. All for nothing.

can you park it on the street?

 

[NeCkDeEp]

In all honesty: yes and partly because when I tried to seek help that I got asked by the mental health assistant: 'why haven't you thought about a method yet?' it's such a trigger and not helpful at all (I explained the reason already somewhere within the first few minutes but she didn't listen) so yeah no help for me as this made everything much more worse.
Will just do another attempt to ctb soon

 

[c824767]

In all honesty: yes and partly because when I tried to seek help that I got asked by the mental health assistant: 'why haven't you thought about a method yet?' it's such a trigger and not helpful at all (I explained the reason already somewhere within the first few minutes but she didn't listen) so yeah no help for me as this made everything much more worse.
Will just do another attempt to ctb soon

There is only ONE effective answer: because MAID is not available to me YET. Sign my petition. (we all need petitions handy at all times for the idiots that we deal with to sign and send to the legislature). We also all should apply to get MAID. They will reject us but we can collect those rejections as evidence that we tried.

 

[andy69]

I am going to have what a couple of economists call a death of despair. I am a Middle Ages white male with no friends and no job. There is little hope for me to find a decent job even though I have an advanced degree and taking course in allied health at a local community college.

 

[V0latile]

can you park it on the street?

I already solved the problem.

In all honesty: yes and partly because when I tried to seek help that I got asked by the mental health assistant: 'why haven't you thought about a method yet?' it's such a trigger and not helpful at all (I explained the reason already somewhere within the first few minutes but she didn't listen) so yeah no help for me as this made everything much more worse.
Will just do another attempt to ctb soon

She asked why you haven't killed yourself?

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Not anymore, but it sure did feel that way in two absolutely worst years, 2012 and 2018. In 2012 I got abused everywhere which introduced me to this mental state in the first place, while in 2018 it seemed like the walls were closing in. I got harrassed and my parents didn't let me take a gap year after high school so I had to go to a college programme I absolutely hated, and was even mocked there by one of the assisstant teachers for absolutely no reason. Now my depression is so bad I'm barely getting out of bed.

 

[lymestolemylife]

I was suicidal before the recent events that I will disclose, but there was some small hope left. I recently got another car after not having one for awhile. I had to get the car fixed soon after buying it. There was a lot wrong with it. I also had to help fix it because there was a lot of unnecessary modifications done to it. This car was in my price range. The other options didn't work out. The car is good now though.

Where I live the driveway slopes down. The top has a hump that scraped my last car, so I was hoping this car wouldn't have that problem. It does and I don't know what to do. I can't sell the car because social security will count it as income and penalize me by reducing my monthly payments. I can't move because it was hard enough finding this place. People don't want to rent to me when they discover I have a mental disability.

My life is over and it makes me so angry. I was hopeful again. I had plans on how I could tackle my illness that prevents me from working. All for nothing.

Yep, I have Lyme Disease , and I keep trying to get better my life is mainly shit and i'm stuck in bed. My daughter has to homeschool because my immune system cannot handle the frequent colds and flus I will stay sick for 3 months from a simple flu or virus. I feel like my daughter is isolated and unhappy and she plays video games in her spare time when she is not doing her school work. I don't blame her. Our life is shit. I'm stuck in bed most of the time and she has no friends. We moved to Arizona for the weather to help my joint pains, I feel like we are doing everything we can do so my daughter will have a mother but its all hurting her. Its fucking impossible and my husband has to do everything. I know that me dying will hurt her, but me living is hurting her too, and I don't know what to do anymore.