anyone else feel like they weren't meant for this world

[starshotplagues]

I wasn't meant to live in this world and there are no plans for me other than my cowardly end. i guess some of us are worthless and have no purpose in life.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

This is literally what I'm wondering as well: is everyone supposed to live? How come that people get depressed and why are we not able to find our happiness and purpose to live?
SO MANY QUESTIONS

 

[c824767]

they f**cked up the world for the average person. They had a chance in the 40s. After many bad bad centuries of ridiculous poverty for your average human. Jesus arguably lived a life of poverty. They had a chance in the 40s to insist that the rich share so that the poor can have a modicum of dignity. The rich said, if you introduce free markets there will be enough "Trickle down effect" to take care of everyone. Famous Fake News. I have never heard worse bullshit in my life.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Rather like that world is not meant for me...
I maybe could be happy in a better world that didn't hurt me so much.

 

[c824767]

Rather like that world is not meant for me...
I maybe could be happy in a better world that didn't hurt me so much.

realistically speaking, this world is the ABSOLUTE SH*ts for women

 

[Squiddy]

I feel like I wasn't meant for this world. Not only am I incompetent when it comes to many things, but I also have bipolar, anxiety and BPD

 

[Jean4]

I never felt right here since I was a child.

 

[BPDbitch]

Yeah. I feel like it's me and them, no matter what situation I'm in and with who.

 

[Rushon]

I feel like that also. I have problems with anxiety and OCD. You should see the face of the new woman you are starting to date when you freak out being in a crowded mall, etc. The door would not even come close to hitting them in the ass.

 

[cherub]

100% I'm socially inept IRL and have always been 'offbeat', for lack of a better term.

 

[Flume]

Less I'm not meant to be here. More there's no space for a person like me to live... so I'm just in the outskirts daydreaming for better days.

 

[Asta]

When I was 9 or 10, I remember being outside, looking up at the sky and saying "I don't want to be here!" "I don't want to be here!"

 

[Ark]

More like, not meant for this life. No one should have to suffer every single day.

 

[NotMeant2B]

Oh, hey! Look at my username!

 

[crea_the_hopeless]

I was just thinking this today. I'm so weak. I don't compare to anyone my age around me. I never have. I've always been weak and cowardly. I honestly don't see a future for me. I just don't think that I am capable. I legit fuck up everything.

 

[Pepper]

Yes, definitely don't feel like I was meant for this world. My BPD makes me feel that way, and my brain is wired differently than anybody else's. I've only been able to find one other person who seems to have the same brain wiring as me.

 

[notjustyetagain]

yeah. i never really got involved with my life. i don't understand anyone or anything. the world is crazy, i'm crazy, or both. things just happen, more bad than good. i'm on autopilot 24/7. i don't think before i act. i can't, even when i'm not dissociating. i can't focus on anything anymore. i just chew over my shitty past and shittier future, fomenting my shame and guilt and regret, knowing there's no way to fix anything and slowly winding down. i don't even blame myself anymore -- i don't blame anyone or anything. everything is chaos. nothing -- and only nothing -- makes sense.

 

[mathieu]

Yeah, for sure. I'm just not a good fit for life.

 

[sueoffside]

I believe I was born to be a fond memory for some people and if I stay much longer I'm gonna ruin it. Should have died at 18, nothing better came after it

 

[Reyki6667]

Well That would explain why my body screamed to myself that it wanted to die since 11, why i was born in a family of narcissistic radicals psychopaths, why the environment i was in was shitty as fuck, why my body is fucked up, why my depression/dysthymia are incurable, and why i was trapped alone in that insane that toxic and nocive family nest without being able to run away since my illness constantly bordered disability since 19...
Ya, seems like " god" fucked up so badly in summoning me here that he is taking great lengths just to make sure it's enough to push me through the edge while making sure i ll end my life by myself '.
ahaha funny isnt it?

 

[Meant2Die]

Yea def. I've always felt too delicate and sensitive, easily taking on emotions of others and always feeling deep empathy for others. Frequently percevied their bad moods as if it was my fault, esp as a child, constantly questioning myself, and couldn't feel comfortable until I made it right somehow. Had a bend-over-backwards complex for people even if they were assholes. Easily taken advantage of. Being around people in general drains my energy, and I always felt I would need to be alone to recharge. I'm too naive and too innocent in some ways as well. Always pretty cowardly, but good about hiding it. LOTS OF ANXIETY.

 

[Time]

Absolutely. I can identify with just about everything everyone else posted...

I was just thinking this today. I'm so weak. I don't compare to anyone my age around me. I never have. I've always been weak and cowardly. I honestly don't see a future for me. I just don't think that I am capable. I legit fuck up everything.

Yea def. I've always felt too delicate and sensitive, easily taking on emotions of others and always feeling deep empathy for others. Frequently percevied their bad moods as if it was my fault, esp as a child, constantly questioning myself, and couldn't feel comfortable until I made it right somehow. Had a bend-over-backwards complex for people even if they were assholes. Easily taken advantage of. Being around people in general drains my energy, and I always felt I would need to be alone to recharge. I'm too naive and too innocent in some ways as well. Always pretty cowardly, but good about hiding it. LOTS OF ANXIETY.

But these two especially...

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

When I was a child I was way too sensitive, I'd cry everytime someone said something mean. The years of abuse and pressure to succeed absolutely broke me. However, I know others who were bullied and had it worse in general but it didn't leave consenquences for them afterwards. While everyone else grew stronger from bad experiences, I grew even weaker. Most of my grade school days I'd spend the recess staring out of a window wishing I were somewhere else. I am wired differently from everyone else.This all makes much more sense when I remember I was suppossed to die as a newborn. I'm here on an accident. The world doesn't need me, I don't need it either.

 

[charlottewilts]

When I was a child I was way too sensitive, I'd cry everytime someone said something mean. The years of abuse and pressure to succeed absolutely broke me. However, I know others who were bullied and had it worse in general but it didn't leave consenquences for them afterwards. While everyone else grew stronger from bad experiences, I grew even weaker. Most of my grade school days I'd spend the recess staring out of a window wishing I were somewhere else. I am wired differently from everyone else.This all makes much more sense when I remember I was suppossed to die as a newborn. I'm here on an accident. The world doesn't need me, I don't need it either.

oh Christ your post hits right home. i was supposed to die as a newborn too; hypoxia. i wish, i wish, i wish i could've just died when i was born prematurely... i was a very sensitive child in the same manner that you described and my mother would always berate me for getting upset for it rather than "taking it as an opportunity to grow stronger". you could've plucked those words from my diary, i swear.

i'm sorry you're feeling this way. my heart goes out to you, TearyEyedQueen

 

[lotus11]

it's more that I feel like I am here as some sort of punishment. No matter how much I really try to change my life, to always act kind, to be a good person, to work harder....etc it really is as though some sort of 'fate' tries to get the better of me, that anything 'good' that happens turns out to be a cruel illusion and eventually things go back to being bad again

 

[thepolarbear]

it's more that I feel like I am here as some sort of punishment. No matter how much I really try to change my life, to always act kind, to be a good person, to work harder....etc it really is as though some sort of 'fate' tries to get the better of me, that anything 'good' that happens turns out to be a cruel illusion and eventually things go back to being bad again

I know that feel, bro...

 

[tuto170]

My father wanted an abortion of me and my mother was carrying under a lot of stress and severely malnourished. When i was born i had digestive tract dysfunction, but i somehow was saved. There were many signs that I should have not been born and schizophrenia is just a cherry on top.

 

[PetiteAngel]

I can identify with most of these posts. My older sister died as an infant. I was always told that she was too beautiful to live and how I was a mistake. my mum said she tried numerous ways to abort me, ( it was illegal in the 60s) even falling down the stairs. Ive never felt that I fit in or that I should be here.

I hate what this world has become. People are greedy, unempathic children and animals tortured and killed. Murder in the name of religion, I could go on...
Every day is a struggle and im losing my will. I pray every night that I never wake up, but hey here I am

My time is coming soon..im ready ..I just need some help.
.

 

[Sensei]

Absolutely. I think that life's a game and I don't understand the rules, in a very literal sense, I know that I'm doing something wrong, but not exactly what. I am and will always be the odd man out. I happen to know a couple of people who are in a similar situation and had it not been for them I would't be sitting her and typing this.

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

Yes I feel the exact same way. I feel like I was a mistake to be here. I am just not made for this world and I hate the fact that I am meant to be grateful for being alive but I never asked for it.