Anyone else feel like it’s their destiny to commit suicide?

[WhyIsLife56]

It was and is my life long goal to end my own life.

 

[Numbtopain97]

yes, absolutely.

 

[jgm63]

In truth, you are probably "ahead of the curve".
People having easier lives at the moment might have harder lives in their next incarnation, in order to raise their consciousness.
Consciousness is mostly raised by suffering.
Perhaps you had your "easier life" last time around.
So really, God or life is setting you free.
Not much fun, I know (to put it mildly), but one day (perhaps in the afterlife) you'll be able to see the bigger picture and the secret of why there had to be so much pain.

 

[Strangeasangels]

Yes but I don't want it to be. I want happiness but life keeps beating me down, especially this year. Last year was hopeful...

 

[Astral316]

Maybe it's destiny, but I like to think it's a karmically (if karma exists) positive one. I mean if the "survival at all costs" mentality is bestial in nature then the opposite... a rejection of one's own life can be viewed as a spiritual act. Maybe when we ctb we are greeted by angels ready to pat us on the back for a job well done. It's a thought.

 

[Mizzmini45]

Yes very much so. Why wait to die when if not happy we can kill ourselves on our own terms

exactly. everyone dies anyways and at different times for different reasons. Why shouldn't we be allowed to pick our time and do it in our own terms in a peaceful manner?

 

[Eternal Pessimist]

Although I don't believe in destiny ctb certainly feels inevitable at this point.

 

[jgm63]

Maybe it's destiny, but I like to think it's a karmically (if karma exists) positive one. I mean if the "survival at all costs" mentality is bestial in nature then the opposite... a rejection of one's own life can be viewed as a spiritual act. Maybe when we ctb we are greeted by angels ready to pat us on the back for a job well done. It's a thought.

Do you think they might also hold up scorecards to rate your CTB method plus style, technical execution etc ?
5.0 - 5.0 - 5.0 = PERFECT SCORE !!!!!

 

[imstillhungry]

Maybe it's destiny, but I like to think it's a karmically (if karma exists) positive one. I mean if the "survival at all costs" mentality is bestial in nature then the opposite... a rejection of one's own life can be viewed as a spiritual act. Maybe when we ctb we are greeted by angels ready to pat us on the back for a job well done. It's a thought.

Wow this is a beautiful thought, I've never seen anyone refer to ctb like this. Makes a change from 'yOu'Ll G0 To H3Ll'... cus a loving god would say 'wow you suffered so much that you took your own life, well here's some more suffering for you for eternity' lol