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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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Being outside or in my room feels hollow and sad. Just strangers everywhere. Doesn't feel like that here.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
I feel homeless everywhere sadly, but that's because my brain is broken.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
I feel homeless everywhere sadly, but that's because my brain is broken.
Fellow millennial in christ, I feel the same
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
I feel homless in my own home..

"Cough" my rented home, probably why lol
 
wagner2029

wagner2029

Experienced
Jun 25, 2023
213
This is a comfortable place, the people who frequent this forum are very kind.
 
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Ambivalent1

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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Warlock
Oct 8, 2023
722
My crappy apartment has never been my home it's just a box that keeps the weather away. I hoped for something better but would need to work like, 90 hour weeks to afford them. Outside my apartment, I often feel like people look at me as though I'm homeless because I have the certain look of one who's a degenerate. Being on here sure beats being completely isolated 24/7 cause people can judge me by the dumb stuff I type rather than the way I look.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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My crappy apartment has never been my home it's just a box that keeps the weather away. I hoped for something better but would need to work like, 90 hour weeks to afford them. Outside my apartment, I often feel like people look at me as though I'm homeless because I have the certain look of one who's a degenerate. Being on here sure beats being completely isolated 24/7 cause people can judge me by the dumb stuff I type rather than the way I look.
I relate to being judged. Adulthood has felt like this empty, dreary wasteland. Things were better once and then it all fucking died. Wtf?!?
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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That's why it's called the sanctuary
 
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wagner2029

wagner2029

Experienced
Jun 25, 2023
213
My crappy apartment has never been my home it's just a box that keeps the weather away. I hoped for something better but would need to work like, 90 hour weeks to afford them. Outside my apartment, I often feel like people look at me as though I'm homeless because I have the certain look of one who's a degenerate. Being on here sure beats being completely isolated 24/7 cause people can judge me by the dumb stuff I type rather than the way I look.
Don't be so hard on yourself, try to be less paranoid, people aren't always thinking that about you.
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
1,195
Being outside or in my room feels hollow and sad. Just strangers everywhere. Doesn't feel like that here.
I think more then anything people here can relate to you. You can say a lot of things but relaying how we feel outside of here can lead to consequences.
 
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RemainingDubious

RemainingDubious

All of these lies are not worth fighting for
Feb 18, 2024
373
Being outside or in my room feels hollow and sad. Just strangers everywhere. Doesn't feel like that here.
i feel homeless at home too. i hate going outside on my own due to anxiety. i hate being around strangers too, i don't particularly like anyone around me.

The more people i have around me (even if i knew and liked them all) the more i notice i can't relate to them and they can't relate to me either.
 
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LigottiSchopenhauer

LigottiSchopenhauer

Student
Jan 7, 2023
133
"Home" is a subjective concept, but this is basically the only place where I can feel comfortable expressing how I really feel without worrying about someone trying to involuntarily commit me for "mental health treatment." That definitely counts for something.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
3,278
i feel homeless at home too. i hate going outside on my own due to anxiety. i hate being around strangers too, i don't particularly like anyone around me.

The more people i have around me (even if i knew and liked them all) the more i notice i can't relate to them and they can't relate to me either.
Exactly. Was it always like that? For me it wasn't
 

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