Anyone CTBing for existential reasons?

[Doctors HATE them]

I feel like the world is just disappointing. I hate the way physics works. Everything from humans to atoms to empty space should be able to feel infinite happiness at all times. You can argue that happiness is nothing is meaningless without unhappiness asa reference and even if that's true, it's just another reason why our reality is flawed. I don't want to live in a world that is so easily surpassed by my imagination. I want to rebel. I want to tell God (if he even exists) that he is morally bankrupt for making such a mediocre reality when he could've done so much better. I hate God and want the world to know.

 

[Archness]

Mostly. Why exist? Just trying to maximize happiness till death? Either way, I'm waiting until I just fall over dead. Waiting... Waiting.....

Honestly pointless to be here. Too isolated and autistic to really have a point. Useless, worthless....
Just dopamine, etc, is meerly a distraction from the passage of time. Once your dead, time, space, everything's gone and you're one with the void. That's really the answer to the meaning of life : Do what you gotta do, then die forevermore.

Again, I have so little to do in this life. Just do those small things, consider it all, then ctb.

 

[Yuki K]

I feel like the world is just disappointing. I hate the way physics works. Everything from humans to atoms to empty space should be able to feel infinite happiness at all times. You can argue that happiness is nothing is meaningless without unhappiness asa reference and even if that's true, it's just another reason why our reality is flawed. I don't want to live in a world that is so easily surpassed by my imagination. I want to rebel. I want to tell God (if he even exists) that he is morally bankrupt for making such a mediocre reality when he could've done so much better. I hate God and want the world to know.

Does being a failure in ever aspect of life count as an existential crisis?

 

[Source Energy]

I feel like the world is just disappointing. I hate the way physics works. Everything from humans to atoms to empty space should be able to feel infinite happiness at all times. You can argue that happiness is nothing is meaningless without unhappiness asa reference and even if that's true, it's just another reason why our reality is flawed. I don't want to live in a world that is so easily surpassed by my imagination. I want to rebel. I want to tell God (if he even exists) that he is morally bankrupt for making such a mediocre reality when he could've done so much better. I hate God and want the world to know.

Imagination is the mother of creation. Through imagination and thought, the Universe/ multiverse expands.
But yes...it would be nice if everything would be able to feel only happiness. Nobody would ctb ever

 

[Octavia]

I find this world to be very disappointing. Disgraceful, even. No longer being part of it would certainly bring me some relief.

 

[hellispink]

This world is pointless, there is no point on living. It just doesn't make sense. This world shouldn't even exist.

 

[Mimi_]

I am so tired of living this life, every day is the same day: waking up, working/do chores, eating, suffering, going to sleep. I can't figure out how most people can live like this. There is no sense in our lives, there is nothing worth suffering for.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it, it could never be desirable existing in this world, the true problem lies in life itself and there is no benefit to having the ability to suffer. To me non existence is objectively the better option as existing is useless and unnecessary, it's a burden feeling trapped in this world where we exist only to decay from age. Existence is the source of all harm and death is the complete absence of it. I view the existence of life as being a tragedy and a cruel mistake.