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weirdworld

weirdworld

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Jan 22, 2026
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I will post the link below. I recently came across a video of someone named Joe Winko who apparently CTB'd over the summer and filmed/auto-uploaded the video on WPD as a way to be remembered. As the title suggests, he took SN and it honestly looks pretty agonizing, he appears to roll around in pain for many minutes. The video is a good resource for anyone considering the method as it shows the whole ordeal start to finish.
(Link to video)
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
130
I will post the link below. I recently came across a video of someone named Joe Winko who apparently CTB'd over the summer and filmed/auto-uploaded the video on WPD as a way to be remembered. As the title suggests, he took SN and it honestly looks pretty agonizing, he appears to vomit blood and rolls around in pain for many minutes. The video is a good resource for anyone considering the method as it shows the whole ordeal start to finish.
(Link to video)
Is that the guy who was drinking red wine? Hence, red vomit, not blood
 
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bellaisdonewithlife

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Jan 29, 2026
15
So then what's painless? Is there anything painless? Carbon monoxide? I can probably get access to MAiD in Canada, but it could take a while to get it. From what I hear it's painless for most people. I would probably prefer to take myself out though.
 
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forfever

forfever

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Jan 27, 2024
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So then what's painless? Is there anything painless? Carbon monoxide? I can probably get access to MAiD in Canada, but it could take a while to get it. From what I hear it's painless for most people. I would probably prefer to take myself out though.
the words "suicide" and "painless" don't go together.
 
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TANETS

TANETS

Silly girl w a Viktor tsoi obsession .
Nov 11, 2024
96
Well this sadly led me down a rabbit hole . Poor guy .
 
Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
635
I'm almost positive that looked like a hangover after drinking nothing but brown liquor straight for two days on an empty stomach in the desert. That feeling when you're dehydrated, your heart is racing and you just want to drink water, but you keep puking up water. It also aligns with other reports people have made. Not a peaceful pill by any means, at least for me.
 
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bellaisdonewithlife

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Jan 29, 2026
15
the words "suicide" and "painless" don't go together.
I dunno man there has to be a top method or a few top methods. I'm thinking carbon monoxide looks pretty good, but the set up is tricky. It seems for that method it would be ideal to have a CO generator unless I missed some methods of producing it.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
614
His mistake was drinking wine with SN. With the wine he prolonged his suffering and the time it took for him to lose conciousness. At least that's what I think. I could be wrong.
 
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Throwawaysoul

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May 14, 2018
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His mistake was drinking wine with SN. With the wine he prolonged his suffering and the time it took for him to lose conciousness. At least that's what I think. I could be wrong.
I don't think the wine prolonged his suffering, because the time lines up with other reports. It's 15 to 20 mins. Everything in that video is pretty much 1:1 what other people have described.
 
beautifulpristine

beautifulpristine

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Feb 25, 2023
17
I logged on tonight because I remembered Joe Winko and his horrible death. It has put me off of ever attempting via SN
 
YourLocalSadGirly

YourLocalSadGirly

God’s least favorite
May 6, 2024
90
I dunno man there has to be a top method or a few top methods. I'm thinking carbon monoxide looks pretty good, but the set up is tricky. It seems for that method it would be ideal to have a CO generator unless I missed some methods of producing it.
In my experience CO is painless. It's as simple as putting burning charcoal briquettes in an enclosed space. There's a couple of good threads on here if you search for them.
 
absolute failure

absolute failure

Member
Jan 19, 2026
90
I will post the link below. I recently came across a video of someone named Joe Winko who apparently CTB'd over the summer and filmed/auto-uploaded the video on WPD as a way to be remembered. As the title suggests, he took SN and it honestly looks pretty agonizing, he appears to roll around in pain for many minutes. The video is a good resource for anyone considering the method as it shows the whole ordeal start to finish.
(Link to video)
Video unavailable in my country wtf. Is Yew poisoning a better alternative then? :)
 
BullsDon'tFly

BullsDon'tFly

Member
Dec 29, 2025
89
So then what's painless? Is there anything painless?
By browsing this site, exit bag would be the best: no pressure or pain, just blacking out. But it's difficult to obtain and set up. Correctly performed hanging should work too, but that would be a little painful anyway.
 
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amputatedandalone

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Jan 4, 2026
21
I don't think the wine prolonged his suffering, because the time lines up with other reports. It's 15 to 20 mins. Everything in that video is pretty much 1:1 what other people have described.
All in all, these videos appear to be just what I expected. After the first 15 or so minutes, he appears to be out of it and relatively docile, which is as described in the guides.
 

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