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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
237
Asking for a friend.
 
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Le temps perdu

Le temps perdu

my pragmatics errors can kill me
Dec 10, 2025
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I've tried a method before where I deliberately reversed my day and night schedule. However, the negative effects were quite noticeable. For example, I became much more isolated and stayed indoors most of the time, and I also felt like I retained fewer memories from that period. I would spend the night scrolling on my phone and then sleep during the day, which made time seem to pass very quickly.
 
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Aknu132

Aknu132

Tenha um bom dia!
Dec 25, 2023
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When i used to live in a quiet place i forced myself to sleep while imaging a beautiful situation happening with me, i could sleep for like more than 12 hours a day, now i live in a noise place and i can't sleep that much anymore 🄲
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
283
Asking for a friend.
Play games, listen to things, watch your favorite show. Time feels very long for me now as i'm preparing to CTB 🫄
 
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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
237
I've tried a method before where I deliberately reversed my day and night schedule. However, the negative effects were quite noticeable. For example, I became much more isolated and stayed indoors most of the time, and I also felt like I retained fewer memories from that period. I would spend the night scrolling on my phone and then sleep during the day, which made time seem to pass very quickly.
I kinda do that already, and getting drunk to be sleepy most of the time. I guess i'm greedy wanting to time skip even faster.
Play games, listen to things, watch your favorite show. Time feels very long for me now as i'm preparing to CTB 🫄
I can't, it's been 6months i haven't turned on my computer and play games, was my main hobby and i loved it but now it triggers me so much. Same thing with music/shows/anime..

If everything goes smoothly i should get the final med i need for my method to ctb, i just want it to be done already, i can't enjoy anything. My brain blocks it and doesn't allow me to enjoy/be happy.

I'll get some booze if i'm brave enough to go out tomorrow and hopefully it makes me black out/pass out till it's time to go...
 
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dearn

dearn

Professional Bulimic
May 30, 2026
34
The best way is sleeping imo
Otherwise I do the things that actually make me forget about the world ( art especially henna tattoos, writing or drawing ), playing games and music
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,162
Watch Spice And Wolf (2024)

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