Help any methods that don't guarantee ctb?

[crylaughkms]

Yes I know how it might sound, but Im trying to find a method to ctb that is like 50/50 whether you succeed or not(without any SERIOUS damage). Idk overdosing on smth? If so, than could it be something that's easy to get?

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Pretty much anything not outlined in the PPH or Resource threads….. This post is confusing. Why are you asking for this exactly? Risking survival is to risk permanent damage to your body plus the potential loss of rights bc you may be paralyzed etc.

 

[crylaughkms]

Pretty much anything not outlined in the PPH or Resource threads….. This post is confusing. Why are you asking for this exactly? Risking survival is to risk permanent damage to your body plus the potential loss of rights bc you may be paralyzed etc.

idk what to do anymore, I'm planning to ctb since 3 years and I can't take it anymore, the only chance for me to do it is while knowing that I have a chance of survival (I don't care about the damage as long as I'll still be able to live for some time as I used to). I can't explain how my brain works.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

idk what to do anymore, I'm planning to ctb since 3 years and I can't take it anymore, the only chance for me to do it is while knowing that I have a chance of survival (I don't care about the damage as long as I'll still be able to live for some time as I used to). I can't explain how my brain works.

The point I was trying to make is, there will no be "live as you used to" — people in your life will be made aware of your intentions, they may seize your devices, find your account here, etc and commit you to some place you DEFINITELY do not want to be in. No one here is going to give you advice on how to do what you are asking, this may not be the space.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

This might be controversial but I believe that ctb-ing should only be done by those who want to be dead. If you don't want to die, don't bother trying to kill yourself. I think that somebody should ctb with the mindset of the attempt succeeding. If you don't have that mindset, just don't bother with ctb at all

 

[kinderbueno]

Yes I know how it might sound, but Im trying to find a method to ctb that is like 50/50 whether you succeed or not(without any SERIOUS damage). Idk overdosing on smth? If so, than could it be something that's easy to get?

Hanging and drowning can be 50/50 depending on whether your SI kicks in or not

 

[tsykoais]

This might be controversial but I believe that ctb-ing should only be done by those who want to be dead. If you don't want to die

100%, suicide is something you have to be deadset on because you cannot turn back from the effects it will have on you whether you live or die

The point I was trying to make is, there will no be "live as you used to" — people in your life will be made aware of your intentions, they may seize your devices, find your account here, etc and commit you to some place you DEFINITELY do not want to be in. No one here is going to give you advice on how to do what you are asking, this may not be the space.

i just wanna emphasize your original point about the physical impact it will have on your body too, most suicide attempts have a large chance of leaving you permanently disabled/disfigured

 

[sugarb]

Yes I know how it might sound, but Im trying to find a method to ctb that is like 50/50 whether you succeed or not(without any SERIOUS damage). Idk overdosing on smth? If so, than could it be something that's easy to get?

That's rather strange, but Russian Roulette with a six shooter containing three bullets would be a roughly 50% chance and there'd be zero damage if you don't succeed

though I don't know how easy that'd be to get and if it'd fit your criteria

What exactly are you doing?

edit: It kind of sounds like you don't really want to die. Maybe try recovery?

This might be controversial but I believe that ctb-ing should only be done by those who want to be dead. If you don't want to die, don't bother trying to kill yourself. I think that somebody should ctb with the mindset of the attempt succeeding. If you don't have that mindset, just don't bother with ctb at all

That being controversial would be silly, I hope it's not

 

[dolemitedrums]

So you're not sure you want to die but you want to more or less guarantee you either (a) die or (b) live with permanent damage. I would say just forget the whole CTB thing and try to embrace life as 100% of yourself.

Your life will not be better off in any way for having survived a suicide attempt. I mean...the only thing I can think of is go over Niagara Falls in a barrel and then if you survive you might be invigorated somehow. But you'll also get a trip away in handcuffs.