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seeweed

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Feb 2, 2026
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i dont want a quick death. Maybe i want to see myself suffer just a bit more, hurt a bit more before i die. I reallu dont know much about different methods other than hanging. Maybe OD but i still dont have much knowledge about it. Im kinda scared that if i searched those up my parents would see..
 
LastNite

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No one will help you to injure yourself slowly to inflict pain. It's not worth it and it's definitely something you'd regret.
 
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seeweed

seeweed

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No one will help you to injure yourself slowly to inflict pain. It's not worth it and it's definitely something you'd regret.
Maybe, but ill die before i even regret it tbh. Theres nothing to regret anymore
 
woofwag

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I mean yeah probably OD i'm acetaminophen or something but there's a good chance you won't die and will just be miserable. It's possible but as someone who's tried that before, not worth it. Most methods discussed on here are for reducing harm, not prolonging it
 
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Maybe, but ill die before i even regret it tbh. Theres nothing to regret anymore
Listen I never chose a slow way out but I was forced into it by my brain. My method was OTC pills + major artery bleeding. I wanted it to be fast and painless. I didnt have the knowledge I do now. I took the pills but my brain stopped and I felt fear that I have never felt before. My whole brain just fogged out I couldnt move my hand to actually jab my artery. I regretted taking the pills. It was 100-150 grams of acetaminophen and Ibuprofen. A slow and painful way to go. Not only that, it's very noticeable that someone is dying from it. You turn very yellow and it doesnt always actually kill. It's the total liver failure thats going to kill. I had to go into a psych ward for 2 weeks. I was too embarrassed to go back to school so I dropped out 11th grade. Now I regret everything. Im over simplifying things here, but trust me it ruined my life that I had slow suicide attempt. If it was actually reliable, fast, and painless then I wouldnt be here. Dont do it.
 
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