puppy9
au revoir
- Jun 13, 2019
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I depend everything on my mom. So apart from the money to start a business. Everything in my life is depended on her. I just wish I can be independent. If she dies I got nothing to eat.How dire is your financial situation? Can you afford to start slowly and just see how it goes?
I totally feel you on the whole different person issue. It's literally maddening. :( Hang in there, pup!
Yeah the medications is just to help me float. I can't increase my dose because it will cost more money so I'm still maintaining the low doses. If I decided to do so, it will worsen our family financial situation.Don't you have medication which prevents or alleviates your episodes? It's essential.
Now I'm starting to get into alcohol, it helps and it scares me that it helps..
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