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orangepulp

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Oct 30, 2019
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I'm immortal until I find my purpose.
I've tried to end my life so many times and it never works. Mainly with hanging, nothing even happens, I don't seem to have a carotid artery.

I could jump off a building and I'd just bounce a little on the ground like a trampoline. Same with a train.
I'm immune to all medications so that doesn't work either.

I created this universe, I am the closest thing to a god that exists for humanity. I can only leave when I learn whatever lesson I put myself here to learn.
 
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kosmischerunfall

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Jan 7, 2024
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Dang, this reminds me of Quantum immortality theory. Which states u will never die..
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
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partial is notoriously difficult to pull off and overdosing rarely works

quantum immortality is BS
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
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Thanks it is time to try something riskier but as I said it won't work
I mean I've had this thought before when doing risky things tbh not CTB-related per se
 
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Peter Skellern

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Jan 10, 2025
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What does your Psychiatrist suggest?
 
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divinemistress87

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Mania sounds interesting
 
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Peter Skellern

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Jan 10, 2025
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Yeah but im slowly reducing it responsibly

I wouldn't know
By the sounds a little early days re that. Maybe stick with following Dr's orders to the letter on medication.
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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tle early days re that. Maybe stick with following Dr's orders to the letter on medication.

Assuming Dr's know what they're doing, they don't. You're definitely not immortal OP
 
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orangepulp

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Assuming Dr's know what they're doing, they don't. You're definitely not immortal OP

Assuming Dr's know what they're doing, they don't. You're definitely not immortal OP

Assuming Dr's know what they're doing, they don't. You're definitely not immortal OP
They really have no clue, but I won't let them stop me from figuring it out
 
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Peter Skellern

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I'm with the Dr's on this particular one. Best of luck regardless.
 
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solvinginside

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Jan 27, 2025
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Since you've asked - I'd advise you to learn that lesson (or find that meaning) rather than experimenting with ways to CTB.

I'd also like to be a bit more sympathetic to your position (as God). It's a profound Philosophical experience.

You might like Alan Watts or Eckhart Tolle (both on YouTube).