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Sorry, I'm probably being anxious right now.

I have purchased almost everything necessary for SN. That final decision isn't something I made yet, but at least I have it on hand.

I'm worried about pain, and distress. My main questions are two things.

One, on all documented accounts, the person is said to usually be unconscious by 20 minutes. But, how do we know if they are really unconscious. I guess I have some anxiety, that what if they're still feeling everything that's going on.

Two, assuming the person is unconscious, is it guaranteed that they are not feeling pain? Of course this is a hugely intense thing for the body, and I'm sure we cannot be certain unless we were to actually experience it?
 
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JustAnx

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I will watch this thread because i'm also anxious about the same things… Generalized anxiety disorder is a bitch…
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

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Jun 1, 2024
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I mean I don't know too much but if someone's unconscious I'm pretty sure they won't experience pain
 
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Ww42

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Feb 24, 2024
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Sorry, I'm probably being anxious right now.

I have purchased almost everything necessary for SN. That final decision isn't something I made yet, but at least I have it on hand.

I'm worried about pain, and distress. My main questions are two things.

One, on all documented accounts, the person is said to usually be unconscious by 20 minutes. But, how do we know if they are really unconscious. I guess I have some anxiety, that what if they're still feeling everything that's going on.

Two, assuming the person is unconscious, is it guaranteed that they are not feeling pain? Of course this is a hugely intense thing for the body, and I'm sure we cannot be certain unless we were to actually experience it?
On my first attempt with SN I passed out pretty fast, trust me when I say you won't feel a thing. Its like a blackout, one minute youre awake in an almost stupor state, then the next youre asleep
 
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Aug 31, 2024
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On my first attempt with SN I passed out pretty fast, trust me when I say you won't feel a thing. Its like a blackout, one minute youre awake in an almost stupor state, then the next youre asleep
if you don't mind me asking, how did you survive?

And during the entire time after you blacked out, you didn't feel/don't remember feeling anything at all? Prior to that, were any of the physical symptoms you were experiencing distressing/painful? thanks
 
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DOHARDTHINGS24

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Apr 30, 2024
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opheliaoveragain posted a gbt with time stamped description of their friends recent successful attempt with SN. I can't link it (sorry…) but it will be in recent threads. It sounded relatively peaceful & I found it very reassuring. But also, anxiety doesn't always listen to reason for very long. It's a bitch. Best of luck to you.
 
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ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

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Jun 1, 2024
132
On my first attempt with SN I passed out pretty fast, trust me when I say you won't feel a thing. Its like a blackout, one minute youre awake in an almost stupor state, then the next youre asleep
Did u take benzos
 
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Fangarina

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Sep 9, 2024
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On my first attempt with SN I passed out pretty fast, trust me when I say you won't feel a thing. Its like a blackout, one minute youre awake in an almost stupor state, then the next youre asleep

This is my CTB method, my SN is on route as we speak.
Would be good if you could give a breakdown of what you done/ experienced because you have taken it and are still here to answer questions.
What happened that made it unsuccessful?
I'm quite content with the fact it's peaceful, I just need benzos to finalise it.
 
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opheliaoveragain posted a gbt with time stamped description of their friends recent successful attempt with SN. I can't link it (sorry…) but it will be in recent threads. It sounded relatively peaceful & I found it very reassuring. But also, anxiety doesn't always listen to reason for very long. It's a bitch. Best of luck to you.
 
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skatergirl

Student
Oct 28, 2024
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Sorry, I'm probably being anxious right now.

I have purchased almost everything necessary for SN. That final decision isn't something I made yet, but at least I have it on hand.

I'm worried about pain, and distress. My main questions are two things.

One, on all documented accounts, the person is said to usually be unconscious by 20 minutes. But, how do we know if they are really unconscious. I guess I have some anxiety, that what if they're still feeling everything that's going on.

Two, assuming the person is unconscious, is it guaranteed that they are not feeling pain? Of course this is a hugely intense thing for the body, and I'm sure we cannot be certain unless we were to actually experience it?
Hi guys I have sodium nitrite 99% with anti caking agent in it what is the anti caking agent will it still work thank you
On my first attempt with SN I passed out pretty fast, trust me when I say you won't feel a thing. Its like a blackout, one minute youre awake in an almost stupor state, then the next youre asleep
Why didn't it work please answe
 
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