Killia
キリア
- Sep 20, 2020
- 18
I just need somewhere to get this off my chest - as the title suggests, anxiety (and paranoia) has been completely and utterly consuming me alive.
I keep constantly worrying about everything, from how I'm perceived in the online art spaces I'm in to even how I fucking eat a sandwich or something. I'm so sick of living like this, and I'm tired of not just CTB'ing already and saving myself all the stress and pain. I'm so tired and it just eats me alive at every waking moment no matter what I do. I just want it to stop. I don't personally consider myself a saint but I don't think I've done something so bad in life to deserve something like this, and I wouldn't wish it on anybody.
I keep constantly worrying about everything, from how I'm perceived in the online art spaces I'm in to even how I fucking eat a sandwich or something. I'm so sick of living like this, and I'm tired of not just CTB'ing already and saving myself all the stress and pain. I'm so tired and it just eats me alive at every waking moment no matter what I do. I just want it to stop. I don't personally consider myself a saint but I don't think I've done something so bad in life to deserve something like this, and I wouldn't wish it on anybody.