antidepressants dont work now what

[everythingblack]

ive been to multiple psychs and therapists, all have been useless. My last one completely dismissed me when I asked to be tested and treated for adhd (very likely that I have it and have partially dropped classes because of it) because I MENTIONED having depression and anxiety and they just hyper focused on that. When I asked about adhd treatment they flat out said "no", and when I told them I feel as though they're entirely dismissing me, they snidely agreed that they are.

if this is the state of healthcare in the US, particularly for mental health, how do you expect more people NOT to ctb? I cant even ctb because I'm afraid of every method other than SN, and can't acquire the prescription anti-emetics that would increase the likelihood of success.
I don't want to keep trying, I dont want to keep going, im so tired. people say it's not your fault you were traumatized but it's "your responsibility to fix it". Why? Why does it have to be my responsibility? I didn't fucking break my brain why must I trudge through all of this bullshit and suffer simply because everyone expects that to just be something you do?
I'm so tired man. so so tired.

 

[[HNO]]

meds aint supposed to work, their effectiveness is on the level of russian roulette. they just keeping your state in combination of sleepy,dumb,histeric or hungry statuses. yet side effects are truly disgusting. ssris were seriously considered as coefficient cause in mass shooting after the columbine, and antipsychotics basically replaced lobotomy to retain psychiatry status as it's proven itself as another branch of bullshit for population control. psychiatrists don't want you to be healthy foremost they interested in how much money they can extract from you, they always know that they put people on braindamaging poisons and have a lot of patients damaged in one's bosom, i've went trough it and seen a lot RL examples, they're psychopaths and putting trust in them is the same as putting trust in KGB informant. only advancement in psychiatry that make it resembling to actual science is psychosis management, but it's no more than haloperidol injection

regarding to personal responsibility for ones life is quite fun topic. they say that it's your responsibility because no one can know better what;s the best for you and they don't give a fuck, it's an answer of basic logic. also normoids opinions on antinatalism topic be like: "if you don't like life then kill yourself". they just answering in most easy and logical way they do as they just disinterested in other's problems as they have own

 

[catflowers]

meds aint supposed to work, their effectiveness is on the level of russian roulette. they just keeping your state in combination of sleepy,dumb,histeric or hungry statuses. yet side effects are truly disgusting. ssris were seriously considered as coefficient cause in mass shooting after the columbine, and antipsychotics basically replaced lobotomy to retain psychiatry status as it's proven itself as another branch of bullshit for population control. psychiatrists don't want you to be healthy foremost they interested in how much money they can extract from you, they always know that they put people on braindamaging poisons and have a lot of patients damaged in one's bosom, i've went trough it and seen a lot RL examples, they're psychopaths and putting trust in them is the same as putting trust in KGB informant. only advancement in psychiatry that make it resembling to actual science is psychosis management, but it's no more than haloperidol injection

regarding to personal responsibility for ones life is quite fun topic. they say that it's your responsibility because no one can know better what;s the best for you and they don't give a fuck, it's an answer of basic logic. also normoids opinions on antinatalism topic be like: "if you don't like life then kill yourself". they just answering in most easy and logical way they do as they just disinterested in other's problems as they have own

Here's the thing i am fed up with everyone saying it's my fault i am fucked in the head when i am just a chemist and i have sn i can take it tomorrow fucking kill myself and not live to 20

 

[goldenvirginia]

They work for some people.

 

[outatime_85]

While you have seen multiple psychiatrists, etc., don't throw in the towel.

You might try to seek out a dedicated ADHD specialist in your area.

A general practitioner can also evaluate a patient for ADHD and other mental health issues, if I'm not mistaken.

Have you tried speaking with your general practitioner about the issues you are facing?

That said, I think most of the folks here understand the fatigue and disappointment you speak of.

The disappointment you feel from those who offer treatments (as you have found, some don't care at all, and some not enough).

Also, the disappointment associated with the entire process of seeking treatment, etc.

 

[hungry_ghost]

Doctors can be so arrogant.

I have dealt with a few of them.

You have to assert yourself or find a new doc if they don't take your concerns seriously.

 

[slushy]

meds aint supposed to work, their effectiveness is on the level of russian roulette. they just keeping your state in combination of sleepy,dumb,histeric or hungry statuses. yet side effects are truly disgusting. ssris were seriously considered as coefficient cause in mass shooting after the columbine, and antipsychotics basically replaced lobotomy to retain psychiatry status as it's proven itself as another branch of bullshit for population control. psychiatrists don't want you to be healthy foremost they interested in how much money they can extract from you, they always know that they put people on braindamaging poisons and have a lot of patients damaged in one's bosom, i've went trough it and seen a lot RL examples, they're psychopaths and putting trust in them is the same as putting trust in KGB informant. only advancement in psychiatry that make it resembling to actual science is psychosis management, but it's no more than haloperidol injection

regarding to personal responsibility for ones life is quite fun topic. they say that it's your responsibility because no one can know better what;s the best for you and they don't give a fuck, it's an answer of basic logic. also normoids opinions on antinatalism topic be like: "if you don't like life then kill yourself". they just answering in most easy and logical way they do as they just disinterested in other's problems as they have own

As someone who has done a decent amount of research into Columbine, it's not the greatest case study in the effects of these medications. Eric Harris was on Luvox but he didn't take it as prescribed. He would frequently go off and on it to try to become more "self aware" or whatever. Whether they work or not, constantly stopping and restarting these meds would obviously fuck with your mental stability..

 

[Regen]

I am very sorry to read this. I have felt this way in the past and similarly many times. You have to stay tuned with regard to Adhd. And that is by trying another psychiatrist. It is imperative that you find one who believes the condition of Adhd exists. There are still an incredible number of people who think that Adhd is an invention. The only thing that helps is to find someone who "believes" in it, and preferably even specializes in it. Stay tuned!

 

[y'ffre]

Welcome to the club!

 

[Teddybear]

…
regarding to personal responsibility for ones life is quite fun topic. they say that it's your responsibility because no one can know better what;s the best for you and they don't give a fuck, it's an answer of basic logic. also normoids opinions on antinatalism topic be like: "if you don't like life then kill yourself". they just answering in most easy and logical way they do as they just disinterested in other's problems as they have own

My experience exactly. Nobody listens and all you get are precanned replies.

Esence: Stop causing (us) trouble.

 

[Nolife62]

ive been to multiple psychs and therapists, all have been useless. My last one completely dismissed me when I asked to be tested and treated for adhd (very likely that I have it and have partially dropped classes because of it) because I MENTIONED having depression and anxiety and they just hyper focused on that. When I asked about adhd treatment they flat out said "no", and when I told them I feel as though they're entirely dismissing me, they snidely agreed that they are.

if this is the state of healthcare in the US, particularly for mental health, how do you expect more people NOT to ctb? I cant even ctb because I'm afraid of every method other than SN, and can't acquire the prescription anti-emetics that would increase the likelihood of success.
I don't want to keep trying, I dont want to keep going, im so tired. people say it's not your fault you were traumatized but it's "your responsibility to fix it". Why? Why does it have to be my responsibility? I didn't fucking break my brain why must I trudge through all of this bullshit and suffer simply because everyone expects that to just be something you do?
I'm so tired man. so so tired.

I completely understand, I posted that because of my adult ADHD that I've had 161 jobs since I was 16, I could find a job with no problem, I just couldn't hold on to them. I'm going to suggest 3 things.

1) a medication for anxiety and a medication called Vivance. It works great for Adult ADHD.

2) type ADHD into search bar on this site and read some of the post.

Do a web search for adult ADHD and watch some of the videos and read some of the articles. You might want to include some people close to you to watch the videos with you.

 

[juraviel]

you can score adderall easily on the darknet to test your theory.

most efficacious yet one of the least prescribed group of antidepressants is called MAOIs, they work differently than the others and are far more potent (and even more rapidly). rarely used because of the potential side effects that mostly stem from not adhering to the dietary restrictions

that's my 2 cents i don't have else to say about the rest of what you wrote.