Venting another year and birthday by myself

[followingfate]

my birthday and new years fall on the same day
I've just turned 18,, once again with no friends around. only my mother and her boyfriend.
it's very lonely. it's been lonely every year before.
ended the year with serious ctb thoughts, entering the new one with them too.
if something is to happen, hopefully it'll be in the next few days.
I'm tired. and alone.

 

[stygal]

Happy Birthday @followingfate!
I'm sorry you feel so alone - it's not easy when you're already down.
The SS community is here for you

 

[followingfate]

Happy Birthday @followingfate!
I'm sorry you feel so alone - it's not easy when you're already down.
The SS community is here for you

thanks so much!! and haha thanks for the gif I love it. happy new year!

 

[AprilsBlessings]

Happy birthday
Joyeux anniversaire
عيد ميلاد سعيد

In the three languages that i know how to write happy birthday in :3 wishing you a wonderful birthday & sending you love and hugs <3

 

[LainIwakura]

if its any consolation i spent my birthday the same way too, minus my dad (but i dont like them so idc). i dont have any irl friends either.
happy birthday.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

So sorry for what you are going through. Are there any local groups you could join? Doesn't have to be a church group. I guess with covid it will be more difficult. Having a small group of friends is better. Many people come & go.
It does help to have people on here to talk to also.
Forgot to wish you a happy birthday.

 

[followingfate]

thanks so much to all of you for the happy wishes, it means a lot. happy new year to all of you!

 

[Ghost2211]

Happy new year, and happy birthday. If you're ever feeling lonely we are here for you.

 

[Miss_Takes]

Happy 18th Birthday.

 

[Bazzinga]

my birthday and new years fall on the same day
I've just turned 18,, once again with no friends around. only my mother and her boyfriend.
it's very lonely. it's been lonely every year before.
ended the year with serious ctb thoughts, entering the new one with them too.
if something is to happen, hopefully it'll be in the next few days.
I'm tired. and alone.

Happy birthday fate and wish you an awesome new year too,you aren't alone in this we are here with you okay?:)sending you love and hugs

 

[ScribeofSkryre]

Happy birthday and happy new year. Loneliness is not very pleasant company. Hopefully we can help alleviate that a bit.

 

[Deleted member 15256]

Happy Birthday. I am sorry you're feeling this way, lots of hugs

 

[I screwed up]

I guess a lot of us are in the same boat ... So we understand .... Wish u a great year ahead bro.

 

[NodusTollens]

Happy Birthday. Just wanted to say that I'm sorry you don't have any one irl, I hope SS helps you feel less alone. :)

 

[andy69]

Happy Birthday & Happy New Year.
I was also very unhappy at 18 and in much of early 20's. But things were good in my late 20's and 30's. Maybe you can find something to make you feel good about yourself.

 

[IWantToSleep]

Happy birthday, my birthday's come and go, they hold no real significance for me anymore, when you're in a shitty situation and feel like a loser it's difficult to celebrate when you feel like you didn't earn a celebration.