Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
Today, I am over it. On top of any mental issues, my body was overheated/heating, for hours anytime id try to sleep.
I feel so fucking angry. Every time I feel like I'm moving in a better direction IM NOT.
IM FUCKING STUCK HERE WITH ASSHOLES AS MY ONLY PEOPLE TO COMMUNICATE WITH AS USUAL.
THEY'VE RUINED MY MOOD SO MANY FUCKING TIMES.
IT TAKES A LOT OF CONFIDENCE TO GET ANYWHERE.
I WAS JUST SINGING AND I HAVE 4 FUCKING INSTRUMENTS
SO WHAT IF I WANTED TO PLAY MY INSTRUMENTS? THAT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE AN OPTION AT ALL. NO FUCKING CHOICE FOR SELF EXPRESSION
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK NOTHING IS EVER OK. I CANNOT JUST LIVE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.
I feel so fucking angry. Every time I feel like I'm moving in a better direction IM NOT.
IM FUCKING STUCK HERE WITH ASSHOLES AS MY ONLY PEOPLE TO COMMUNICATE WITH AS USUAL.
THEY'VE RUINED MY MOOD SO MANY FUCKING TIMES.
IT TAKES A LOT OF CONFIDENCE TO GET ANYWHERE.
I WAS JUST SINGING AND I HAVE 4 FUCKING INSTRUMENTS
SO WHAT IF I WANTED TO PLAY MY INSTRUMENTS? THAT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE AN OPTION AT ALL. NO FUCKING CHOICE FOR SELF EXPRESSION
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK NOTHING IS EVER OK. I CANNOT JUST LIVE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.
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