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Suicidal Loser

Suicidal Loser

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Apr 29, 2023
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I have no strength and energy to do anything aside from lying down in bed and self harming with suicidal songs playing in the background while browsing this forum. I wish someone came inside my room, took my knife and told me to stop and offered to do something together instead.
But I have nobody, so... I'm sharing it with you guys and girls.
Is it weird that I miss my psychotherapist?

Anyway, here is the lyrics of the song I'm listening to right now:

"Sometimes you want to put a gun to your head,
Sometimes you want to pull the trigger, now you're dead,
Sometimes we cry ourselves to sleep,
Sometimes you find yourself all alone"...
 
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Zaya

Zaya

dead dreams, false hopes
May 3, 2023
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I wish someone came inside my room, took my knife and told me to stop and offered to do something together instead.
I wish I could be that person for you because I know exactly how that feels... Wish you all the best.

Good song btw, looked it up and definitely gonna save that
 
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Suicidal Loser

Suicidal Loser

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I wish I could be that person for you because I know exactly how that feels... Wish you all the best.

Good song btw, looked it up and definitely gonna save that
Thank you very much for your thoughtful message. So kind of you.

I'm glad you like it. One of my favorite songs and bands. So underrated.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Yes, another lonely day, just like every day
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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So many of us in pain. Gut wrenching pain. The title of the thread reminds me of fleetwood mac go your own way. They say another lonely day in it. Hope you find some relief mate.
 
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Suicidal Loser

Suicidal Loser

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Apr 29, 2023
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Yes, another lonely day, just like every day
Indeed.
So many of us in pain. Gut wrenching pain. The title of the thread reminds me of fleetwood mac go your own way. They say another lonely day in it. Hope you find some relief mate.
Yes, pain never subsides and it is inevitable.

Thank you. I will find relief very soon.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,841
I would see it as being for the best to be alone as other people very often just create more suffering and problems but I understand that loneliness can be painful for so many in this world. Life really is so unnecessarily cruel but anyway I wish you the best.
 
catastrophix

catastrophix

and my nightmares will have nightmares every night
Feb 20, 2023
106
I've definitely been having a lonesome and "off" day as well. If you'd like to vent or talk or anything, you can PM me if you'd like. No pressure though! I hope your day gets better :]
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
System of a down
 
deathLiberation

deathLiberation

Student
Oct 31, 2021
161
The paralyzing factor is awful.
Hope you can find peace.
 
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Suicidal Loser

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I would see it as being for the best to be alone as other people very often just create more suffering and problems but I understand that loneliness can be painful for so many in this world. Life really is so unnecessarily cruel but anyway I wish you the best.
I agree. It is kind of a paradox when I consider that I am most comfortable when I am alone, but I really wouldn't mind just one person who would listen, understand and would be my confidant maybe. When you've been alone all your life, it eventually starts to be painful after some time. At least this is my experience.
I've definitely been having a lonesome and "off" day as well. If you'd like to vent or talk or anything, you can PM me if you'd like. No pressure though! I hope your day gets better :]
Sorry, I've just seen your reply. Thank you very much for the offer. I'll take you up on it.
System of a down
Ha! Yeah, good song, too.
 

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