
Tintypographer
I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
- Apr 29, 2020
- 470
They say you can't control anyone but yourself and that's an absolute. I get into flights with my spouse all the time from sunup to sundown and no one in our home is happy. I live with the constant desire to simply die. I have a son who is one of the top ahketes in the country and he has offers for full rides to college at so many schools it can't be counted. My spouse has a personality disorder that makes her angry and often violent. Last night she attended a college prep program for parents and when my son said a lot of that didn't apply to him she lost it. She literally blew up. I know we should give everyone time to express themselves but our son has another fullyesr of school, has straight As and has college coaches bbegging him to sign letters of intent. She is so angry and violent towards us. She is a hoarder and constantly angry at everyone. I am sitting right now at a hospital parking lot deciding whether or not to go in for another suicidal ideation evaluation. This happens so often to me.