Another failed attempt last night

[Ruffian]

Wait - I am not trying to persuade you one way or the other, but how long have you been on benzos? Did you go off suddenly or did a doctor do a proper taper? If you were on them a long time, yes they can really change you. But if you went off cold turkey after being on them a long time you can be really, really sick. Physically and mentally. You could have seizures and become psychotic. Are you aware of all this? If not, please research Dr. Ashton or the Ashton manual for benzodiazepines and their withdrawal. If you don't. understand the subject, she explains things well. You may just be suffering long-term side effects that COULD be reversed if you go off of them properly. But if you were just taken off of them suddenly or you just quit them after being on them for a long time it is an awful, potentially life-threatening experience. If this is the case, please consider seeing a doctor, as in immediately. If you know all this already I apologize for being preachy - I went through withdrawals once myself and it was sheer hell.

 

[Hotsackage]

because the dont seem to believe that psych meds can do that to you . all i know is my life is ruined i dont want it this way and im stuck with it . so its time to go .

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is there not methods to ensure you will hit it

I always get really light headed to a point I dont know who I am almost. But I dunno you gotta hit that artery. I dont kbow y it's so hard

 

[lyssanne]

Wait - I am not trying to persuade you one way or the other, but how long have you been on benzos? Did you go off suddenly or did a doctor do a proper taper? If you were on them a long time, yes they can really change you. But if you went off cold turkey after being on them a long time you can be really, really sick. Physically and mentally. You could have seizures and become psychotic. Are you aware of all this? If not, please research Dr. Ashton or the Ashton manual for benzodiazepines and their withdrawal. If you don't. understand the subject, she explains things well. You may just be suffering long-term side effects that COULD be reversed if you go off of them properly. But if you were just taken off of them suddenly or you just quit them after being on them for a long time it is an awful, potentially life-threatening experience. If this is the case, please consider seeing a doctor, as in immediately. If you know all this already I apologize for being preachy - I went through withdrawals once myself and it was sheer hell.

i came off them completely during my pregnancy with no issues after 5 years of use and was off them when all of my mess occurred .. Got back on them because i now have panic attacks in my sleep due to a medication i am on . wake up several times a night. but i am aware of what can happen if you cold turkey them. i was weaned off by maternal fetal medicine specialists and was okay and so was baby

 

[Ruffian]

i came off them completely during my pregnancy with no issues after 5 years of use and was off them when all of my mess occurred .. Got back on them because i now have panic attacks in my sleep due to a medication i am on . wake up several times a night. but i am aware of what can happen if you cold turkey them. i was weaned off by maternal fetal medicine specialists and was okay and so was baby

Oh, ok. Yeah, ctb is one thing, but I just wanted to be sure you weren't in THAT particular hell. Whatever is going on, I'm really sorry and I hope you find peace. I'm sorry you lost everything.

 

[Jodes]

because the dont seem to believe that psych meds can do that to you . all i know is my life is ruined i dont want it this way and im stuck with it . so its time to go .

?

is there not methods to ensure you will hit it

There are methods to help, but it's a lot of reading, no real evidence, it's hit or miss and from what I understand can be very unpleasant. I'm so sorry

 

[lyssanne]

I always get really light headed to a point I dont know who I am almost. But I dunno you gotta hit that artery. I dont kbow y it's so hard

thats the point i want to get to but it never happens.

There are methods to help, but it's a lot of reading, no real evidence, it's hit or miss and from what I understand can be very unpleasant. I'm so sorry

damn i guess i get to continue with trial and error. and hopefully success tonight
i just wish i new a method that wasnt painful and 100 percent lethal & didnt cost a thing. but i guess i can keep dreaming about that

 

[Jodes]

thats the point i want to get to but it never happens.

damn i guess i get to continue with trial and error. and hopefully success tonight
i just wish i new a method that wasnt painful and 100 percent lethal & didnt cost a thing. but i guess i can keep dreaming about that

Nice troll

 

[lyssanne]

Nice troll

what do you mean ?>?

 

[Jodes]

what do you mean ?>?

Sorry, my paranoia, please ignore that. Trial and error? I wouldn't :(

 

[lyssanne]

SN, N, or amitrypline with flubromazolam

all great ideas but i have not a dollar to my name

Sorry, my paranoia, please ignore that. Trial and error? I wouldn't :(

i have to try its the only way i am going to find peace . if i end up a veggie my family will just dump me in some state nursing home until i died.so it is what it is.i guess. i just want it to be quick that i fade off so i dont have time to rethink or stop it.

 

[Jodes]

i have to try its the only way i am going to find peace . if i end up a veggie my family will just dump me in some state nursing home until i died.so it is what it is.i guess. i just want it to be quick that i fade off so i dont have time to rethink or stop it.

That is one of my worst fears, being trapped in this body and mind, but unable to move, communicate, nothing. I'd rather be burried alive

 

[lyssanne]

Rupert?

who is rupert?

 

[lyssanne]

Had to backout on doing it tonight i had forgotten it was my sisters birthday tomorrow. i cant be that selfish and ruin her birthday forever. perhaps saturday night /early sunday morning

 

[lyssanne]

so, on her birthday then
Please can someone do something about this troll?

No not on her birthday saturday night 3-4 am so technically sunday .

No not on her birthday saturday night 3-4 am so technically sunday .

why are you calling me a troll? what have i ever done to you . i came to this place to find friends , advice and support like everyone else i have done nothing to you to be so hostile to me