angry at the world

[sincerelysad]

im angry.
im angry that assisted suicide is inaccessible.
im angry that where it is accessible, it's being used for watered down eugenics.
im angry that so many ill people have to mutilate themselves in their last moments alive in order to be at peace.
im angry that these people are demonized and called selfish.
im angry that suicide is viewed as weak or cowardly when you have to be the bravest person in the world in those last moments.
im angry that ill people, physically or mentally, are gaslit and abused and infantilized in medicine.
im angry that people don't actually care about your answer when they ask "how are you?"
im angry that people are punished for being emotional.
im angry that people won't stop arguing with each other.
im angry people won't let me have my own bodily autonomy.
im just so angry.

some days i have the energy to be, and on those days i will let myself feel it. because it matters.

 

[StrangeAndDeath]

It helps to just view everyone else as monkeys. Then your anger would just into frustration


I just want to stop existing

 

[Rational man]

There's a lot of anger in the world and its almost always the response to subjects outside of ourselves. How we deal with the crap outside determines the level of anger or absence therein. I used to get angry with medical authorities. Now i realise its beyond my control and there's little doctors can do to help me, so its a kind o acceptance that humanity is really a failed experiment and is on borrowed time.

 

[novem]

It helps to just view everyone else as monkeys. Then your anger would just into frustration


I just want to stop existing

I remember while traveling, I observed a herd of monkeys in the wild.
There is so much to learn about human life form them. It is a no-bullshit experience: violence, need, begging, suffering, glory, envy— all emotions humans can express, a monkey herd in the wild demonstrates to you in a short period of time of 10-20min, and you can see from them, who and how deserved what they deserved.
Don't remember anything close to it on Animal Planet TV.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it to be absolutely disgusting how this society stigmatises suicide to the extent that it does and denies people the option of more peaceful ways to leave. It isn't like suicide could ever be wrong in anyway, it would be irrational to say such a thing as to die would solve everything for us after all and remove the true cause of all problems. Those who see suicide as being worse than suffering are insane to me and I understand why you would feel so frustrated at this hellish world. It's cruelty to force people into this existence where they have to suffer so much in finding ways to free themselves.