Story An SS Love Story - Recovery

[Su Xin]

On December 27, I received a reply on ss (it was my current lover⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ꕤ*.ﾟ)
I became very interested in her that day and wanted to be friends with her (now my current lover). She told me about MBTI in the post. I had done this test before. Then I watched the video about us (MBTI). Later, we discussed each other's experiences, hobbies, insights and various environments. It was amazing that she became interested in me. It might be because we are both Chinese, or it might be other reasons.
Later, we added each other's WeChat and started to prepare for our relationship. During this period, she talked about her partner selection criteria (I can only meet a small part of them at present, it's strange that she agreed to my confession), and also talked about her childhood experience. I'm sorry that she has been living in such an environment (there are too many factors that cause her current personality and I can't tell which one is the key point). I don't know her very well, but over time, I will slowly understand and realize that what she did was not her fault.
I am very happy and lucky to have met you, my love, who helped me when I was at my lowest point. Thank you! I don't want CTB now, and I have also been relieved of the harm caused by my past experiences (of course, my experiences are just a joke to everyone here, but it seems that there is no way I am so sensitive and can't forget them, and keep ruminating). Thank you again! My love, I love you
However, my love did not change her long-term lifestyle because of my arrival. The house has been built, how to change the foundation, it is very difficult.
My love's mood has been ups and downs, just like my previous state (she gets sick every once in a while, I think it should be a state of depression). I communicated with her and thought that the "illness" was compared and different from ordinary people, but is the "illness" really good? I have a different concept from her. I like peace (of course she also likes quietness and hates people around herchattering). I have too little contact with my lover. I don't know her truest hobby in her heart (peace or other), but I won't hate her or alienate her because of this. After all, loving someone is all about loving her. She likes to be treated gently and is very happy. This is my strength. I can easily satisfy her. I have good adaptability. Haha, I will understand what she does.
My favorite lifestyle in my heart is to care for her, cherish her, have a little quarrel, understand and support each other, share each other's joys and sorrows, and face them together (I don't look in the mirror, this is just what I see in my heart at present)

(translated by Google)

 

[kitia973]

发出去了哈哈哈哈
The post was translated by Google. Here is the original:

于12月27日，在ss上收到回复（是俺现在的爱人⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ꕤ*.ﾟ）
当天我就对其产生浓烈的兴趣，并想与之成为朋友（现在的恋人），其在帖子内告知了MBTI之前我也做过这内测试后面我就去看了有关我两的视频（MBTI），后面我们讨论彼此的经历爱好见解还有各种环境的不同，很奇妙她对我产生了兴趣，可能因为国人的关系也可能是其他。
后面互加了联系方式，开始了我们恋爱关系的建设准备，期间她说过她的择偶标准（我目前只能达到很少一部分，蛮奇怪她答应我的告白），也说过她童年的经历，很抱歉她一直生活在那样的环境里（造成目前的性格因素太多了我还无法分辨那一项才是重点），我也对其不是很了解，不过时间悠久我会慢慢了解并理解其的所做所为并不是她的错
很开心也很幸运遇到了你，我的爱人，在我最低谷的时期帮助了我，谢谢！我如今并不想CTB了，也淡化了过往经历对我的伤害（当然我的经历对于在座各位都是笑话而已，但好像没办法我是如此敏感对其恋恋不忘，一直反刍）再次谢谢！我的爱人，爱你哦
然我的爱人并没有因为我的到来改变其长期以来的生活方式，房子已经建好了，地基怎么改变呢，很难很难。
我的爱人情绪一直起起落落与我之前的状态一般无二（隔一段时间就要发病，我判断应该是抑郁状态。我与其交流的认为"病"都是被对比出来的，异于常人的，但"病"真的好吗？我与其观念有所不同我喜欢平静（当然她也喜欢安静，讨厌身边的人叽叽喳喳），我对我的爱人接触还是太少我并不知道其内心深处最真实的爱好（平静还是其他），不过我并不会因此去讨厌她疏远她，毕竟爱一个人是爱她的全部，她喜欢温柔对待，很开心这是我的长处，我能够很轻松的满足，我适应力蛮好的啊，哈哈，我会对其做的事表示理解。
我内心中最喜欢的生活方式是对其关心，呵护，有点小打小闹，互相理解互相支持，分担彼此的喜怒哀乐，共同面对（我并不会照镜子，这只是我目前看到我内心中所见的）

 

[Warkman1]

Beautiful