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Psychologemelone44

New Member
May 1, 2023
3
Hello. My name is Psychologemelone44 and i come from Germany. I will cut straight to the chase. If you look into the reason why I am here you will see that I come in the name of research of my own curiosity and desire to come closer to closure in regards to my best friend who killed himself. He also lived in Germany, to be more exact in Lower Saxony.
When i first heard about the site from Tantacrul a thought came to my mind: "What if he was a user of this forum" and so I find myself here. If anyone here had interacted with him, i would love to hear more about said interactions or threads that he might have participated in.
And yes, I am aware that I might come out empty handed from this endeavor, but I still have to try as these loose threads and want to be tight up keep popping up in my mind.
The reason why I am here to be exact is that his parents posted about his death on social media and for anyone who is interested would share his death certificate and my parents forbade me at the time to ask them any further.
If you have any more questions about this situation, feel free to ask.
 
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Psychologemelone44

New Member
May 1, 2023
3
How old are you?
16, but as you should know if you red my post, you should know that the only reason i am here is for answers, but it wouldn't surprise me if i get banned on the spot and i am getting quite desperate in my search
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,833
Just because someone chose to end their existence doesn't mean that they posted on this site. People ended their own existences long before this site was even a thing and I bet that most people who end their existence aren't even aware of this site. But at least your friend cannot suffer anymore. Rest in peace.
 
Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
How old are you?
Banned already? Come on, at least give that person a chance to find what they are looking for. If a minor really wanted to sneak in here and find retirement methods, they would be lying about their age.
 
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redbathingduck

redbathingduck

Student
Mar 20, 2023
145
Banned already? Come on, at least give that person a chance to find what they are looking for. If a minor really wanted to sneak in here and find retirement methods, they would be lying about their age.

Rules are rules and making exceptions for minors is a bad idea for a site like this, no matter their reasoning or how honest they're being. Besides, there is little chance they could find anything about a person that has likely never been on here in the first place, and if they were it would have been anonymously so really no point in even trying
 
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