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sindra
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- Feb 2, 2024
- 21
After some responses on my venting post I consider completely ignoring the person that has been nice to me and everyone around the whole time.
For context, I'm currently in college and there is this girl that is friends with basically everyone, she's nice and always compliments people, I fell in love with her but after some failed attempts to get with her I'm stuck between 2 choices; continue trying or ignore her until the end of times
She is the only person I met in my entire life that I would want to spend my life with, never had this feeling before, I really wish to keep going but it brings me struggle, the amount of SH throughout the year has been increasing because I couldn't get her off my mind.
It's not as bad anymore so now I'm left with the 2 choices I mentioned before, I could keep trying to get with her which could result in even more struggle or I could cut her off completely, I'm tired of failing so I'm favoring the second option. One of the reasons I don't want to keep trying is I don't want to get to the point where I'm ready to take my own life.
Now I feel selfish, cutting her off just to make myself feel better, she doesn't deserve it but I'm tired of everything, my mental health is getting worse every time I have a thought about her.
Love is such a weird thing, I'm starting to believe it brings more negative than positive things.
For context, I'm currently in college and there is this girl that is friends with basically everyone, she's nice and always compliments people, I fell in love with her but after some failed attempts to get with her I'm stuck between 2 choices; continue trying or ignore her until the end of times
She is the only person I met in my entire life that I would want to spend my life with, never had this feeling before, I really wish to keep going but it brings me struggle, the amount of SH throughout the year has been increasing because I couldn't get her off my mind.
It's not as bad anymore so now I'm left with the 2 choices I mentioned before, I could keep trying to get with her which could result in even more struggle or I could cut her off completely, I'm tired of failing so I'm favoring the second option. One of the reasons I don't want to keep trying is I don't want to get to the point where I'm ready to take my own life.
Now I feel selfish, cutting her off just to make myself feel better, she doesn't deserve it but I'm tired of everything, my mental health is getting worse every time I have a thought about her.
Love is such a weird thing, I'm starting to believe it brings more negative than positive things.