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why am i alive?

why am i alive?

Look where i ended
Oct 18, 2023
105
God if you could cure me.
Punch a screw into my heart
Fix the wheels that stopped spinning
Help me stand up
Help me be alive
Help me die
 
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uzuf86

Too many mistakes and regrets
Jan 1, 2024
232
Only you can answer that question.
In my case my ctb'ing seems wrong from so many viewpoints, but from my own viewpoint and the daily life that I am living, ctb feels like my only way forward
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Only we can know and we only know at the point we actually CTB. Until that point it's all talk and theory.

When the joy and happiness of life is gone, that's it I think
 
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Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
945
heh, only you have the answer to that i guess. lol
 
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