ilikecats
Member
- Feb 15, 2023
- 37
I been depressed for a long time and now that I feel better I miss the pain . I just want to feel bad again go back to suicide . I told this to someone and they said that I might be a masochist but idk . Now that I think about it self harm also brought me pleasure. I like Seeing the blood on my arm . am I weird to think that?