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jay308
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- Jan 16, 2023
- 58
I cry , I shout , I get angry with myself , I get angry with others and then I get quite and tired. I try to divert my mind , I try to eat sweet to feel good , I try to watch YouTube to kill time. I am forcing myself to live. how much more and how long ? I am too scared of people , scared of life , scared of memories , scared of future. I just want my mind to stop working , stop thinking , and stop feeling anything. just go blank , numb and just sleep for ever........