Always wonder how long I can keep going

[CatLove56]

I wouldn't trust myself if I had some N I'm so sick of living. It's just not great most of the time and that's all I feel like saying

 

[Chiisai]

Ive got my SN sitting right by me everyday and I feel Im about to go any day soon. Just waitinf for a good opportunity to sell my investments to leave my family with something.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. I think in my case if I had N I would be already gone. I am very tired of living. I know that it can be unbearable when you are living a life you do not want to live. For the most part life is just pain and suffering. In my case, my life is only dread and despair. I wish you the best.