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RottenOdysseus

RottenOdysseus

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Feb 25, 2019
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I've always been annoying irl tbh. Everywhere I go I come off as uncomfortable or irritating in some way. People will be nice to me, but its always in a super fake way and I can tell I am not as valued as everyone else. I tend to not get invited to things outside of school/work and once I talk to people for enough time they tend to either distance themselves from me or will act like I am a bother. I can start off good but I can tell overtime I get too repetitive and dull, its usually around a few months when people start acting like I'm the worlds most boring and annoying person. I wish I could be more personable or charismatic. I feel like I'm stuck being this way. Of course this is another one of my many reasons for planning on CTB at some point.
 
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