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Almost bought rope today but chickened out

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bullfrog61

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Jan 17, 2025
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Went to the hardware store today to buy rope. Looked around for a little bit, as soon as I got to the rope aisle and saw the rope I started feeling really weird and kind of queasy. Looked a the different ones for a little bit, then got paranoid that the employees (who were really nice) were on to me and went home.
I'm still proud of myself for getting this far. Been wanting to CTB since I was 12 and this is the first step I've ever taken towards actually doing it. I think I will just order the rope online to be discreet.
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
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I think I'm going to attempt buying it from like... home depot or something. I don't live alone so I can't really order
 
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Nov 15, 2024
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Don't worry, normal people don't think the same way we do. They will just see you buying rope as buying rope, they don't associate rope with suicide.
 
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