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sdrock32

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Aug 21, 2025
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I am all set and finally Ctb tomorrow night for sure
I have 500gms of Sn
Brufen 600 ( ibuprofen)
Vomistop ( Domperidone 10mg for controlling nausea and vomit )
Omez ( Omeparazole 20mg)

Going to have light meal in the morning and start fasting till night
Will take 600mg of ibuprofen 1 hour prior taking SN
Will take 3 vomistop 45 mins befor Sn and will prepare 25g of sn in around 50ml of water
will take two tablets of omez 30 mins before SN
after 30 mins will drink SN solution and wait for the end (hopefully peaceful)

please advise if anything I am doing wrong in the process, will do with or without your help , suggestions will help it being better and as peaceful as possible:)
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
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whalestoeletters

whalestoeletters

goodbye all you secret files
Aug 18, 2025
8
good luck, i hope your last moments will be calm and pleasant <3
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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fuyuu

Member
Aug 26, 2025
24
good luck and wishing you a peaceful journey :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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idiotmother

Arcanist
Mar 21, 2025
464
Are you still fasting, how's it going?
 
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Leyna

Leyna

I only paint in red now
Sep 28, 2024
119
I hope you find peace
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
183
I am all set and finally Ctb tomorrow night for sure
I have 500gms of Sn
Brufen 600 ( ibuprofen)
Vomistop ( Domperidone 10mg for controlling nausea and vomit )
Omez ( Omeparazole 20mg)

Going to have light meal in the morning and start fasting till night
Will take 600mg of ibuprofen 1 hour prior taking SN
Will take 3 vomistop 45 mins befor Sn and will prepare 25g of sn in around 50ml of water
will take two tablets of omez 30 mins before SN
after 30 mins will drink SN solution and wait for the end (hopefully peaceful)

please advise if anything I am doing wrong in the process, will do with or without your help , suggestions will help it being better and as peaceful as possible:)
I hope you find what you're looking for. I wouldn't use ibuprofen. Painkillers are useless. Good luck.
 
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Tulsa Sam 52

Member
May 9, 2021
35
Good luck, may you find the peace you could never find here. I absolutely must CBT in the next few days. No choice, no turning back. Maybe we will meet on the flip side.
 
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BPDvic

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Sep 6, 2025
46
Good look! Wish you a peaceful departure .
 
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abnormalshrimp

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Sep 6, 2025
13
Wishing you a peaceful passing
 
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Incompatible-444

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Sep 9, 2025
8
Hey op, this is my first post. I'm actually gonna try the same thing with SN. I want to do it right and not in my house, probably in the woods or somewhere remote tbh. Any update on your journey?
 

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