nolosis
Member
- Sep 23, 2023
- 9
It's been almost a full year of being alone, keeping my thoughts to myself and not telling anyone anything, or at least not the actual truths of my mind, just me and my skin. My skin doesn't feel like it's mine though, it feels disgusting almost because of how unfamiliar it feels to me. I want to leave it I don't want to be inside of it but im so fucked up I can't even bring myself to end my life. I'm already dead like on some real shit I don't even see the point of CTB bc I don't feel like im alive, I'm already dead.
