Age/gender/location?

[Volatile]

late 20s
Male
California

 

[nuclearsnake]

I'm 23, male, from Germany. This country really doesn't want people to kill themselves.

 

[Volatile]

I'm 23, male, from Germany. This country really doesn't want people to kill themselves.

Why do you say Germany doesn't want people to kill themselves?

 

[nuclearsnake]

Why do you say Germany doesn't want people to kill themselves?

Getting something like N is incredibly difficult and we obviously don't have firearms. I'd love to blow my brains out or simply fall asleep with N and never wake up.

 

[Volatile]

Getting something like N is incredibly difficult and we obviously don't have firearms. I'd love to blow my brains out or simply fall asleep with N and never wake up.

Guns aren't 100 percent reliable. You could end up blowing off your face but still live

 

[Doctorj115]

27. Male. Midwest.

Ps has there ever been anyone that went through with a Nembutal death on this forum?

 

[Volatile]

27. Male. Midwest.

Ps has there ever been anyone that went through with a Nembutal death on this forum?

Malice did

 

[Doctorj115]

Only one person? Man, suicide is tougher than I thought.

 

[Volatile]

Only one person? Man, suicide is tougher than I thought.

There's more I'm sure

 

[Doctorj115]

What's holding you back yourself?

 

[ephemeral]

42, male, Switzerland

 

[Final Escape]

41 F Colorado

 

[Doctorj115]

For those of you living in Switzerland, how did you acquire it? Did you have to go through pyscho evaluation and then get approved for it's purchasing?

 

[Volatile]

What's holding you back yourself?

My parents are still alive. They're good, caring people. A week ago I started putting all my stuff in boxes in preparation to die, but I couldn't complete it. I broke down and went to my parents' house and told them how I've been feeling. They know of my many problems but are old now and can't help like they used to. It's really hard to stay alive for them but I know the thought of them would torture me before the end.

 

[Doctorj115]

My parents are still alive. They're good, caring people. A week ago I started putting all my stuff in boxes in preparation to die, but I couldn't complete it. I broke down and went to my parents' house and told them how I've been feeling. They know of my many problems but are old now and can't help like they used to. It's really hard to stay alive for them but I know the thought of them would torture me before the end.

Man I feel you. My mom is 61 now and we're each other's only family. She lost my dad to suicide. And I feel so guilty, but I can't deal with this shit much longer. I had my sexuality destroyed by a malpracticing doctor which should have just been a normal check up. Guy ruined my dick. Idk just thought I'd throw that out there.

 

[Volatile]

I ordered it from Mexico.

How much was it?

 

[Weirdoee]

Only one person? Man, suicide is tougher than I thought.

Some people on r/sanctionedsuicide used nembutal

 

[Doctorj115]

I ordered it from Mexico.

And are you sure it's pure/strong enough?

 

[Doctorj115]

Guys I gotta admit too... it's tough watching your loved ones see you like this and know that it's getting them down. Anyone feel like that too? Like my mom puts on this tough act but I can tell deep down she's pretty concerned. Heart wrenching. I just imagine her finding my dead body over and over again in my head. But I'd rather she found my peaceful overdosed body than me hanging from a tree or with half a head​

 

[millefeui]

27, female, and no.

 

[Volatile]

Man I feel you. My mom is 61 now and we're each other's only family. She lost my dad to suicide. And I feel so guilty, but I can't deal with this shit much longer. I had my sexuality destroyed by a malpracticing doctor which should have just been a normal check up. Guy ruined my dick. Idk just thought I'd throw that out there.

How bad did she react to your dad's suicide and was it a long time ago?
I can see why it'd be hard since you two are so close.

What exactly did the doctor do if you don't mind saying?

 

[Volatile]

27, female, and no.

No must mean Antarctica.

 

[Doctorj115]

How bad did she react to your dad's suicide and was it a long time ago?
I can see why it'd be hard since you two are so close.

What exactly did the doctor do if you don't mind saying?

She's actually a very tough woman, so much better than other women who have lost their husbands for whatever reason. That was 10 years ago in December. Christmas Eve to be exact.

I had a minor injury to my pecker, had slight pain, went to see a urologist and he pulled it like a mad man during examination. Never been the same since and it's painful.

 

[ephemeral]

For those of you living in Switzerland, how did you acquire it? Did you have to go through pyscho evaluation and then get approved for it's purchasing?

Haven't bought it yet. It's not for purchase in Switzerland, afaik. The whole liberal stance of Switzerland consists in not punishing doctors providing it to their patients for self application (when their ethics permit it). Very few doctors do.

 

[Volatile]

Guys I gotta admit too... it's tough watching your loved ones see you like this and know that it's getting them down. Anyone feel like that too? Like my mom puts on this tough act but I can tell deep down she's pretty concerned. Heart wrenching. I just imagine her finding my dead body over and over again in my head. But I'd rather she found my peaceful overdosed body than me hanging from a tree or with half a head​

It feels like the people I know are waiting for me to do it. Do you feel like that too? A person can only be miserable for so long before they can't go on anymore.

An unbroken body would probably hurt less to see. Personally, I'm considering jumping off a tall bridge. It's a sure death. I can't risk surviving

 

[ephemeral]

No must mean Antarctica

But millefeuil said "and no"... ;-)

So probably Greenland.

 

[Doctorj115]

I know the Netherlands permit it for mental health issues, but not Switzerland correct?

 

[Doctorj115]

It feels like the people I know are waiting for me to do it. Do you feel like that too? A person can only be miserable for so long before they can't go on anymore.

An unbroken body would probably hurt less to see. Personally, I'm considering jumping off a tall bridge. It's a sure death. I can't risk surviving

That's one way I certainly could not go. I hate heights and pain.

 

[millefeui]

No must mean Antarctica.

If only.

 

[Volatile]

She's actually a very tough woman, so much better than other women who have lost their husbands for whatever reason. That was 10 years ago in December. Christmas Eve to be exact.

I had a minor injury to my pecker, had slight pain, went to see a urologist and he pulled it like a mad man during examination. Never been the same since and it's painful.

It sounds like she'll recover which is good. My mom is very sensitive and will cry openly when sad.

Did you file a lawsuit?