I'll be cremated I suppous.
Previous years I would love to have a rave with dancers with little clothes in the church. and lasers puting songs like FSOL Papua New Guinea, Love sees no color, what is love (haddaway), all that she wants (Ace of base, and another from duran duran), etc. No. They won't allow me to do so.
I would liked to cremate me and then throw my ashes to the toilet and if someone wants to pee, or make shit, I would like so. I would like them to insult me, and laugh at me pointing with the fingers.
But I currently changed my mind. Now I prefer to throw me somewhere near the crematorium. I don't want to be in my fathers mausoleum. He built one, but he is still living. I want to rest death, the way I lived : alone. But at last they will do what they want. Being dead I don't care.