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Mthom2

Student
Oct 19, 2020
156
I must be one of the few people here who hasn't watched that mess. The more views he gets, the more he benefits from it. Just ignore arrogant sadists like that. They honestly come a dime a dozen in this judgemental world. The only way to harm them is to ignore them.
 
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xxAbigailxx

InLoveWithDeath
Feb 8, 2023
65
I feel helpless because I do know where they are coming from but if they would just listen for once they would understand that it is more cruel to keep us here, suffering, than to just let us go...

I hate the feeling of not being heard...because you can't explain yourself if the other person/group just doesn't REALLY listen... they have their opinion and won't ever think about even just trying to understand the other side and that is just....it makes you feel helpless...

I wish I could create a space where all of you feel safe and understood but I fear that even if I could and would...there will always come a point where people like that will just destroy everything...literally the only thing we have left...
 
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OutOfTheVoid

she/her
Feb 10, 2023
199
that video was what brought me here, and ive seen a lot of others who came from that video too, so in an ironic way im grateful. idk how this site was before that video, i hope it hasnt ruined anything or put it in serious danger. i am scared tho, every time the site doesnt load i worry that it got struck down or censored. i wish we could just have this community without being afraid of shit like that. i hope we never lose this place
 
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DerBipolarBär

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Mar 4, 2023
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The first thing that came to mind was "I used to be this guy."
And I was. I was successful, eloquent, well kept. I flew business class around the world, made a ton of money, got the pretty girls, wore the Rolex. My life was in perfect order. And then came the disease and my life started to spiral out of control. That was 17 years ago, and it is slowly getting worse. Since then, I have been ideating suicide on an almost daily basis, and the is absolutely no place where I can talk about it freely.

I genuinley wish you, tanto culo (or whatever your nick is) that you will never have to end up here. Know that being in control of your life is but an assumption belief, and as soon as this minute you might get hit by a (metaphorical) truck. And then you will understand why we are here.

Until then, I highly recommend to stop talking about things you have no idea about.
 
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