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Yym1

Yym1

Member
May 30, 2023
15
Anyone eles failed. And this question if you stare at a object for more than 10 second does it start to move and surrounding look different when you don't move eyes away
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Anyone eles failed. And this question if you guy stare at a object for more than 10 second does it start to move and surrounding like different when you don't move eyes away
No so what's the failure here?

Is this really a suicide question?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,209
Anyone eles failed. And this question if you stare at a object for more than 10 second does it start to move and surrounding look different when you don't move eyes away
Usually that happens when you consume psychoactive substances *LOL*
 
Yym1

Yym1

Member
May 30, 2023
15
Usually that happens when you consume psychoactive substances *LOL*
Yeah ik like lsd or shrooms but I can hallucinate just by staring at something is this not rare or normal
Really what's the suicide method here ?
Partial hanging idk why attempted that day just did I can't really call it a attempt but it there for minutes and the si made me stop
 
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Deleted member 60002

Member
Apr 11, 2023
36
Yeah ik like lsd or shrooms but I can hallucinate just by staring at something is this not rare or normal
This probably wouldn't be considered "normal" by most physicians. You should definitely go to your local health clinic and get a checkup. It could be something as simple as dehydration, malnourishment, lack of sleep, or it could be something chronic.
 
Yym1

Yym1

Member
May 30, 2023
15
This probably wouldn't be considered "normal" by most physicians. You should definitely go to your local health clinic and get a checkup. It could be something as simple as dehydration, malnourishment, lack of sleep, or it could be something chronic.
Na I can't I don't want them asking questions about when it happened or why
 
cgrtt.brns

cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
844
im sorry you had to go through that. that would definitely be classed as an attempt. ive failed to ctb roughly 5 times (ive lost count at this point) and i know how gut wrenchingly upsetting and exhausting it is.
also to answer ur second question i dont believe ive experienced that, im not sure what that would be. how are you feeling now?
 
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chloramine

Mage
Apr 18, 2022
504
Failed attempts are exhausting. Even when there's no physical damage it leaves you emotionally wrecked in my experience. I hope you're able to take care of your basic necessities today- it won't necessarily make it better but it can help keep it from getting worse.
 
Yym1

Yym1

Member
May 30, 2023
15
im sorry you had to go through that. that would definitely be classed as an attempt. ive failed to ctb roughly 5 times (ive lost count at this point) and i know how gut wrenchingly upsetting and exhausting it is.
also to answer ur second question i dont believe ive experienced that, im not sure what that would be. how are you feeling now?
I'm fine some times I'm extremely happy or sad for no reason I think there something wrong with me
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,098
There is this thing called bipolar. It has highs and lows. It can be pretty intense if not successfully treated. Have you sought any assistance?
 

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