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Midnightkitty

Midnightkitty

They/Them, genderfluid, always open to talk.
Nov 25, 2025
51
Hi there.

I have some semblance of a plan in mind but I'm aware this is very rough and likely not going to guarantee anything, so I wanted to get some advice. Currently I have access to a rifle and .22lr hollowpoint bullets.

My plan is simply to press the barrel into the hard pallet of my mouth and pull the trigger with my foot- probably in the bathtub with the door closed and a note left on the bedroom door. I tend to have extended hours alone in my apartment, so someone rushing in when they hear the shot hopefully wouldn't be an issue.

Is there any way I could safely ensure said method is fatal? I do not want to become permanently mentally disabled and cause the people around me more exhaustion and financial stress.

To be clear, I do not think I plan on ctb super soon, but I want to have a solid plan for when I do.
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

September 12, 2006 - February 14, 2027
Mar 15, 2025
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Getting a larger caliber gun first is a must.
 
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simji_is_offline

simji_is_offline

just let me sleep
Nov 9, 2025
23
Interested in this too. Seems difficult to get right even if it's one of the more effective methods. Worried about flinching at the last moment and fucking it up.
 
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Zzquilb458

Zzquilb458

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Nov 15, 2025
24
Hi there.

I have some semblance of a plan in mind but I'm aware this is very rough and likely not going to guarantee anything, so I wanted to get some advice. Currently I have access to a rifle and .22lr hollowpoint bullets.

My plan is simply to press the barrel into the hard pallet of my mouth and pull the trigger with my foot- probably in the bathtub with the door closed and a note left on the bedroom door. I tend to have extended hours alone in my apartment, so someone rushing in when they hear the shot hopefully wouldn't be an issue.

Is there any way I could safely ensure said method is fatal? I do not want to become permanently mentally disabled and cause the people around me more exhaustion and financial stress.

To be clear, I do not think I plan on ctb super soon, but I want to have a solid plan for when I do.
Is trying the soft palate possible?
 
lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

I Wanna End Me (she/her)
Jun 7, 2025
109
I think this thread would be of use to you:

 
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braintorture

braintorture

2007 - 2025
Oct 19, 2025
152
Aim for the temple. Its your best shot at not surviving it
 
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gomikasu

gomikasu

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Jun 2, 2023
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Aim for the temple. Its your best shot at not surviving it
This is simply not true. Soft palate and aiming to destroy the brainstem is much more lethal.
 
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Midnightkitty

Midnightkitty

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Nov 25, 2025
51
Is trying the soft palate possible?
Possible but I worry my gag reflex would make me flinch and fuck it up- could try and train myself out of having it, I suppose
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

September 12, 2006 - February 14, 2027
Mar 15, 2025
682
This is simply not true. Soft palate and aiming to destroy the brainstem is much more lethal.
Actually it is, statistically aiming for the temporal region is more likely to result in death because there's no chance of any fragmentation or ricochet since the side of the head has essentially no bone obstruction. Unlike shooting through the mouth the bullet would have to pass through the maxilla. If using a pistol round then there's a chance of fragmentation or ricochet because the maxilla is a strong bone and pistol rounds have lower energy than rifle rounds or shotgun rounds. Also this obsession with the brain stem is ridiculous. Even if you don't hit it death is most likely going to be immediate just from the cerebral hemorrhage, hydrostatic shock, and the liquidation of the brain as a result of the hot gases that get propelled into the brain from a contact shot. Every study relating to shot placement shows that temporal is the most lethal. Yes if you aim for the brain stem through the mouth there's a good chance at death but the majority of people who survive either shot through the mouth and missed or shot up the chin. There is so much misinformation on here regarding firearms and frankly it's getting out of hand.
 
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Midnightkitty

Midnightkitty

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Nov 25, 2025
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Actually it is, statistically aiming for the temporal region is more likely to result in death because there's no chance of any fragmentation or ricochet since the side of the head has essentially no bone obstruction. Unlike shooting through the mouth the bullet would have to pass through the maxilla. If using a pistol round then there's a chance of fragmentation or ricochet because the maxilla is a strong bone and pistol rounds have lower energy than rifle rounds or shotgun rounds. Also this obsession with the brain stem is ridiculous. Even if you don't hit it death is most likely going to be immediate just from the cerebral hemorrhage, hydrostatic shock, and the liquidation of the brain as a result of the hot gases that get propelled into the brain from a contact shot. Every study relating to shot placement shows that temporal is the most lethal. Yes if you aim for the brain stem through the mouth there's a good chance at death but the majority of people who survive either shot through the mouth and missed or shot up the chin. There is so much misinformation on here regarding firearms and frankly it's getting out of hand.
Is this still the case for the ammunition I mentioned above?
 
capi

capi

Just a matter of time.
Nov 13, 2023
298
Actually it is, statistically aiming for the temporal region is more likely to result in death because there's no chance of any fragmentation or ricochet since the side of the head has essentially no bone obstruction. Unlike shooting through the mouth the bullet would have to pass through the maxilla. If using a pistol round then there's a chance of fragmentation or ricochet because the maxilla is a strong bone and pistol rounds have lower energy than rifle rounds or shotgun rounds. Also this obsession with the brain stem is ridiculous. Even if you don't hit it death is most likely going to be immediate just from the cerebral hemorrhage, hydrostatic shock, and the liquidation of the brain as a result of the hot gases that get propelled into the brain from a contact shot. Every study relating to shot placement shows that temporal is the most lethal. Yes if you aim for the brain stem through the mouth there's a good chance at death but the majority of people who survive either shot through the mouth and missed or shot up the chin. There is so much misinformation on here regarding firearms and frankly it's getting out of hand.
The soft palate isnt a part of the maxilla. Actually, it doesnt contain any bone. Scrutiny towards handguns for intraoral i get, but is there a difference for long guns? Compared to temporal?
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

September 12, 2006 - February 14, 2027
Mar 15, 2025
682
The soft palate isnt a part of the maxilla. Actually, it doesnt contain any bone. Scrutiny towards handguns for intraoral i get, but is there a difference for long guns? Compared to temporal?
With rifle and shotgun rounds the significant increase in velocity results in a shockwave that expands and essentially destroys half of the head when done Intraorally. With temporal it will essentially do the same thing. And yes the maxilla isn't part of the soft palate but Intraoral means "in the mouth" not necessarily the proper way of aiming it so it still counts when aiming in the mouth but mostly incorrectly.
 
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