Venting absolutely no point in eating/drinking when your body works against you.

[Undefined]

ever since i've been informed of the fact that i am actual pure genetic trash, i've had zero desire to eat, drink, or do anything for the sake of my prison flesh. for years, daily, i've only consistently had only one meal or so and barely any water. my weight is in the double digits, and the malnutrition has taken its toll on my face as i am now positively repulsive and not just ugly. top this off with constant chronic pain and you have the entirety of my existence for the past years summarized. goodness, i hope to get my sn soon. waiting was not worth it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing certainly can be torture and it sounds really awful what you've had to endure. It really can be so prison like feeling trapped here.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

I can relate to the way you experience your depression. I overeat instead though. It's so hard to care about my body at all, especially when I don't really care about pain either. It's like our bodies become numb along with our brains.