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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
278
Anybody else feel more depressed when they see others living a good life and hanging around each other and have fun? I'm on a service day for my college and being here taught me once again that my life is pointless and that I'm most likely destined to live a life of utter loneliness due to the fact that I just can't feel the same way these people do of course this is only the case if I live long enough to experience it which I hope I don't, anybody else feel the same way? It's so frustrating...
 
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Thanatos

Outsider
Mar 23, 2018
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That's why I mostly keep to myself these days
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
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That´s one of biggest things I hate about summer everyone is out in pairs or groups of friends living life while I rot away in loneliness inside my apartment, sure people are out with friends other times of the year but in the summer it´s like times a thousand it´s so nice it´s finally Fall and getting colder for many reasons, I love Fall perfect cool fresh weather, beautiful nature and so nostalgic.
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
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I think they are a bunch of cunts hiding behind misery with fake smiles. That's sort of helps me x
 
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darkworld15

darkworld15

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Sep 30, 2019
19
It's impossible that everyone you see is as happy as they look. I'm sure you've fooled many people as well.
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
278
It's impossible that everyone you see is as happy as they look. I'm sure you've fooled many people as well.
Funny that most people kept asking me if I was alright, aparantly I reek of suicide and depression
And at the very least the group I was in was
 
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