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nessBRBR2006

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Aug 10, 2025
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Hi everyone.
I live in Brazil, and here its extremely easy to buy SN.
I bought one week ago 1kg of SN from a well know chemicals online market for like 20 dollars.
But i dont have benzos or antiemetics or things like this, just the SN.
I just wanna know if its a very painful method to go, or its painless?
I dont care about the discomfort and a little pain.
I just want it to be 100% sure that I'll die and its not extremely painful.
About the vomit: I never vomited in my life and I dont think it will make me do it.


Sorry about the bad english.
 

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Asides from that, I don't think it's painless and there will be some discomfort. Antiemetics don't reduce your chances of feeling pain, they just make it less likely for you to vomit, and benzos just calm you down

Also no method has a 100% mortality rate. It's still possible to survive using SN if your SI kicks in and you call for help, you get found shortly after taking it or if you don't follow the procedure properly.
 

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